unhealthy :(

I am feeling so exhausted without using much of my energy everyday. It could consequences of being sleep deprived and eating disorder. I have been on diet. I need to take a full rest and enough sleep before going on such a long trip. I need to keep myself fit. Now my heart is beating like banging the drums and my whole body is getting painful like being hit by something. There is nothing much to do at my office in these days and it is really really boring. I can stand being busy but can't stand of being so free. Ohh I wish to reach 31st of Jan ASAP.