Dear Diary of PanPwintLay

Wish me luck!

2012-01-11T08:18:00.001+05:30

I am going to meet some business partners today. It gonna be a bit exciting. I need to be more confident and calm while talking with them. I will pretend like a genius in this business field and nobody can cheat me easily.hehee

The very first post of 2012

2012-01-08T21:37:00.000+05:30

Dear Diary

I have been quite busy with my works these days. Sorry for not being able to update you regularly. And I have been under huge tensions and worries for my business. I can't stop thinking about what if no customers come to my center. Haha . Sounds funny! rite? Yeah I am really getting nervous about it now. At the same time I am having a feeling like a little bit regret about choosing this way. Okiee no problem. I can control it now. I won't return back and I will keep going to reach my goals. I know its just a temporary moment that I am feeling down. I am the only one who is responsible for everything related to my work now. I am decision maker and I have to take all responsibilities of my decisions and the consequences. Ekk its like a huge burden on my head. Anyhow I am satisfy with what I have done. I have gained more confidence after doing all things alone and making decision by myself. I got tired both mentally and physically. There would be no success without any hardships ^^. Later I will share you more about steps of preparation for my work.

So how was my new year celebration? Okie it was nothing. I got bored and had nothing to do. I was in Nay Pyi Taw and there were no friends to enjoy new year party together here. I was a bit lonely at home. Luckily my brother and my sister-in-law were here together with me. At least I had some people to talk with and watch movies together. When my boredom reached highest level, I made a call to my loveliest sister Thaint. She said she was about to call me to make new year wish. Ohh there was someone who is remembering me at this special time. I was so happy to know it because all of my closed friends seemed to forget me while they were attending new year eve parties. Okiee I forgave them. We are all human beings. We can't be perfect all time and we can't be getting ready for some others else all time. Since that time, I decided to help people who are being lonely. So I made a ph call to one of my friends who had been suffering from SLE. I am the only one who is contacting with her since the time she has been suffering from that disease. She has no one. Only her family and me. As I have been under pressure these days, I almost forgot to make her new year wish. She seemed to be so glad to be made new year wish. I will be always with you Girl :). I will never let you lonely my dear friend. Next morning, I cleaned my room, tidy up my clothes, made my books in order and washed bed clothes.

Few days ago, I went on trip to Pyin Oo Lwin with my brothers. It was fun to go on a trip in Winter time. Climate in POL was a bit cold and so misty in morning times. We couldn't see the sunlight till 8 am. Normally it is starting sunny in 8 am in Nay Pyi Taw or Yangon. I love to see mist and feel the mist with the air while walking in the morning. Seeing pine trees on the hills and cherry blooms on the trees along side the roads made me missing Shan State. I enjoyed fresh seasonal fruits and shan foods in POL. This time I looked around some old British buildings which I read in the book. They were really old and some of them merely broke down.I didn't take any pictures of these antique buildings as I forgot to bring my camera with me. This time my mom didn't come with us, so I had no chance to go to plants nursery and buy beautiful flower pots. But I went to Nyan Taw market and bought Tofu for my dady and wild orchid plants for my mom. They loved my gifts so much ^^. I know how to make them pleased :D. Yeah that is what a youngest daughter of family good at. haha.

On the way to return home, we went to Mandalay and greeted some friends living in MDY. We had lunch at Cafe City in Mandalay. This is a popular cafe among foreigner. Foods are mostly cooked in European style. Taste? I tried Spaghetti. The taste was just okiee. They didn't provide a full set of sauce like the other European restaurants I have ever been. The sauce the provided was not good. Spaghetti from Peppa, a famous European restaurant in Yangon, has much better taste.

Tomorrow I will go to Yangon with my work. I have to finish some works this time. Thinking too much wasted my time. Wish me luck dear blog !!!

Love you all<3

Part 2

2011-12-06T22:19:00.001+05:30

When I arrived Pyin Oo Lwin, it was around 12:00 pm. It took only one and half hour to reach Pyin Oo Lwin from Mandalay. I requested to car driver not to drive so fast on the way as motor cycles, carts, bikes and animals just came out accidentally and they didn't even care the cars. When I saw deep steeps as my car approached to take over the other cars from the left most side, I was so scare. Yeah I scare of heights. But I don't scare of flying on plane. haha what a strange !!! May be it is because of the fact that my daddy was a pilot and I used to go by planes many times since I was so young.

When my car was getting closer to Pyin Oo Lwin, the weather had changed obviously. The air was getting cool and fresh. As this city lies in mountains, its weather is much better than Mandalay. People come to Pyin Oo Lwin especially in Summer to run away for the heat and city's noises. Many foreigners also visit Pyin Oo Lwin for its nice climate and interesting buildings which were built during British colonization in Myanmar. The British government built made Pyin Oo Lwin as a resort city.

There are many things why I love Pyin Oo Lwin. First one is its weather which is cold and atmosphere is always fresh. Second is its pine trees and beautiful flowers blossoming all year round. There are many plant nurseries and flower shops at Pyin Oo Lwin. That is why Pyin Oo Lwin is also known as " Pan Myo Taw = flowers' city ". Coffee is also a famous product of Pyin Oo Lwin. You can see many coffee plantations alongside the roads and on the hills. Fresh brewed coffee from coffee shops of Pyin Oo Lwin is unforgettable. People in Pyin Oo Lwin earn their living mostly from planting. Pyin Oo Lwin has many large diary farms where the products of Milk are mainly sold. Strawberry and Avocado are famous seasonal fruits of Pyin Oo Lwin. You can just go to strawberry farm, pick the strawberries yourself and they will make you very fresh strawberry juice or strawberry milk shake for you.

Okiee let me continue my story :D. As soon as we arrived Pyin Oo Lwin, the first thing I had to do is to put on my woolen coat which was bought from Diamond Plaza, Mandalay. Then we went directly to a restaurant which is famous for its Shan and Chinese foods. I had a bowl of Wonton soup. Eating a bowl of soup with green vegetables in cold weather was so great you know :D. There are many good restaurants with great taste of foods in Pyin Oo Lwin. Here are some I know.

Feel restaurant. Its is situate near Kan Daw Gyi. Thai foods are available there. As the vegetables from Pyin Oo Lwin are so fresh, " Feel " makes their dishes delicious and healthy. It is also famous for its place where you can have the view of lake and fresh air passing through water.
Wood Land cafe'. Its is situated on Kan Daw Gyi road (sorry I dont remember exactly. Its a main road). They sell Thai foods and varieties of coffee. Taste of the foods is great. There is also a liquor bar where many kinds of liquor are available. I love the most about this coffee shop is its decoration composed of western and eastern culture. Even there is a piano on which any guest can play anytime. That is really wonderful !
Lay Ngoon. It is situated on Mandalay-Lashio main road. Its Chinese restaurant. The owner seems to be a Chinese. People say " stewed pork " from Lay Ngoon is the best in Myanmar. haha they are exaggerating !!! If you order " stewed pork ", you will get shock by the size of bowl that comes in front of you. It is really big bowl which is enough for 4 or 5 people. One thing I don't like about that restaurant is that we had to wait for so long. For us, we preferred trying local foods like Shan foods than Chinese foods.
Sweet Farm. It is also situated on the right side of Mandalay-Lashio main road. But the place near by "ah nee sa khan". It has its own farm and plantation. Thai foods are available. Grilled chicken is a famous one of Sweet Farm. The other Thai foods are also delicious.
Htee Hlaing.I dont know how to call its place but I know its place :P. You can have various fresh juices and salads. Fresh juices like strawberry shake is quite famous for its freshness and taste. You can pick up the strawberries from their farm and they will serve you very fresh strawberry milk shake. Prices are not expensive there. Taste of the salads are not so bad. Just Ok. Good place to chitchat with friends and have fresh juice.
Golden Triangle Coffee Shop. Its just situated in downtown and quite famous for its coffee.
December Farm. Its is situated on the left side of Mandalay-Lashio main road and a bit far from downtown. It has very large farm. You can see both cows and blossoming flowers at one place. A good place to take photos as well :D. At evening time, seeing the smoke that comes from burning hays and cows will give you a real feeling of countryside. The food I like the most there is " san pyar paung ", in which " myu leaves " and small pieces of chicken are mixed and wrapped with big rice flat .very very delicious! Milk from December farm is so creamy and fresh.
Pan Sai. Its situated on the right side of Mandalay-Lashio main road. Its a small open restaurant selling Shan and Chinese foods. Although its decoration is not so good, the taste of the foods are amazing. Price is so reasonable. You recommend you to try noodles like " Shan noodle or Tofu nway " or rice with curries mixing with Shan and Chinese styles.

That is all I remember now.

For one night stay, we chose " Peace Land " hotel which is just next to " Nan Myaing " hotel which is famous for its ghost stories :D. The owner of peace land hotel is my daddy's friend. So whenever we go to Pyin Oo Lwin, we stay at Peace Land. It is Ok. Their service is good and people are helpful. Rooms are good. But I dont like their bath rooms. Me and my mom decided not to stay there when we come to Pyin Oo Lwin next times. We think we should try another good hotel like " Royal Reward Resort ". I heard the price of that hotel is not so much. We just want the rooms to be hygienic and all the bed room stuffs sterilized.
I went to many plant nurseries with my mom. My mom bought flower pots and plants from two nurseries. There was no space left for extra baggage after setting up her plants on car.
We went to many coffee plantations and learned how coffee was planted and to produce coffee seeds. This time we didnt go to " pwal kout waterfall " and " kandawgyi botanical garden" where flowers festival was being held that time.I think I will take more time to visit Pyin Oo Lwin next time. My mind was totally rejuvenated after visiting Pyin Oo Lwin.

When we passed Mandalay, we went to " amara pura " and bought handmade fabrics. What I came to know after buying the fabrics was that the people from " amara pura " are so nice, so warm and friendly. The house was also running a tea shop. Then I saw that the customers came to that teashop was just drinking tea or milk. No snacks or cakes were not at teashop. :S . No sound speakers. No posters. People just come and have tea then go back home :D. Quite different from Yangon culture. The owner of the house was a lady who might be in her early fifty and she was chewing betel in her mouth. Her mouth was totally red because of betel and she spoke to me so loudly. Her daughters were all well educated and they were beautiful. They were said to be " Nyo Chaw ". The daughters were helping their home's business and they seemed like they love each other so much. Its rare to see such family in these days.

When I arrived back home, It was around 9:00 pm. Then I repacked my baggage and checked all things I bought during my trip. That is a nature of all girls :D.No matter how we feel tired, our mind is still so active to see what we like and what we love!!!
Good Night ! I can't write anymore. ZzzzZzzzzz......

Short trip to Mandalay and Pyin Oo Lwin in December ( Part 1 )

2011-12-04T14:45:00.001+05:30

I have been apart from my blog for few days. I was on a trip to Mandalay and Pyin Oo Lwin. Although it was a short trip which took only two nights and three days, it was fun indeed.

It took around three and half hour to get Mandalay from Nay Pyi Taw by using new road. We departed our home around 7 am. The weather was getting hot when we arrived Mandalay at noon though it was Winter time. But it was slightly chill in morning and night time and light coat or cardigans are enough to protect the cold. Unfortunately I didn't bring my sun protection cream as I though Winter's sun rays would not be such harsh in Mandalay. So I got sunburn after roaming around in the city all day. I went shopping at 78 shopping mall and Yadanarpon Diamond Plaza which was more modernized and said to be the best mall in Mandalay. It was opened recently and the clothes on the shops were fashionable. I love all ^^. 78 Shopping mall was not so bad but the clothes were no more up-to-date and I saw only few people like me looking around without buying anything. At Diamond Plaza there were many shops selling different items like jewellery, gold, electronic products, clothes and shoes on different floors. Even it took around 3 hours to finish looking around first floor and second floor. I bought one cute woolen coat, one stylish scarf which costs only 4000ks, two cute blouses and one beautiful top.Two more floors left to check but I couldn't as my mom rushing me to come back to hotel :D .

The hotel we stayed at was " Mandalay Hotel ". The hotel seemed to be more attractive to foreigners with its service and traditional interior decoration. Breakfast was complimentary to all guests. It was buffet and foods were ok. The buffet include many options like " mont tee thote " and many other traditional foods. But for the view from hotel it was not so great because this hotel was situated in the downtown area so you can only have a view of motor cycles and cars going on the main roads. That is all. For a better view, I would like to recommend " Irrawaddy River View Hotel " which is situated on the bank of Irrawaddy River. But this hotel is far from downtown and its surrounding area is not so good. But from this hotel you can have amazing views of Irrawaddy River and the local people going in and out of the boats.

At night we went to night market and had dinner over there. It was too crowded with people and motor cycles at night market. Chinese people were selling seasonal fruits and vegetables. I bought two kilo of oranges and the taste was so so sweet. Oranges are my all time favorite :LOVE . I had " clay pot wanton soup " with chicken at a restaurant recommended by local people but the taste was different from what I expected. It was spicy and I couldn't finish it. The entire market was full of noises came from many young people eating and chatting.They seemed to be enjoying eating at night markets a lot. Foods at night market were mostly Shan foods and some other local delicacies. The streets were so narrow and motor bikes were parking beside the street. So we had to look carefully when we drove our car into the market. I found that there were not many people drinking Beer at night market, which was very good and the intentions of the people who came to night market were just eating only and not drinking. In Yangon, you can see many youths and adults drinking Beer at 19st street in China Town. Even if I want to eat something there, I dare not go alone because there are many drunks. So it sucks and spoiling the beauty of night markets in Yangon. Okiee that is the problem of Yangon. Here is Mandalay' matter;). I also tried some local foods like " mont paung " which was made of sticky rice. The taste was great but I could not finish even one piece as my stomach was full with wanton soup.
On the way back to hotel, I saw neon lights along the roads and roads were busy with motor cycles and motor bikes. There were also many cars but I think the number of motor cycles were even countless. The beauty of Mandalay won't be complete without motor cycles and motor bikes I think :). The people seem not to use public bus so much.

On the next morning, I went to " Mahar Myat Mu Ni " pagoda and paid homage. I made a wish for my business and donated some money for the pagoda. One thing which annoyed me at the pagoda was that there were many beggars waiting at the entrance gate and some even following the guests. That made the image of our Buddhism pagoda really bad. There were also fake monks asking me to donate them some money. The security guards didn't take any action on this and they just let the fake monks do whatever they want. I even thought to inform the officer or pagoda's trustee but I didn't make it. Then I returned back to my hotel and checked out.After that I continued my trip to Pyin Oo Lwin happily with my mom and sis.

22nd November

2011-11-22T18:23:00.001+05:30

I am using internet at my new home. Connection is SKY NET mps. Though it is broadband internet connection, the speed is not so fast. But it is much better than " dial up " connection. The speed is 512 but I think it is slower than it should be. I can't come to my new home so often and I come here only when my parents come. Bad :( !!!!

Today I chose the final design and color for my work's sign board. It is composed of dark grey, cream color and purple pink. Cream color will be back ground color and dark grey and purple pink will be used for fonts. It is 100% Panpwint Lay's idea:P.Interior decoration is also my idea. I am so exciting to see how my design will come out finally.

And these days my stomach condition has not been so good due to my bad habits. Drinking coffee, eating irregularly and bearing unnecessary stress gave me stomach's pain and inflation. I should reduce my bad habits gradually :B. I should take care of myself more than now.

Climate in Nay Pyi Taw is getting colder than before day by day. Now I have to put on extra Jackets or cardigans whenever I go out in night or late evening. I love cold weather and the fashion for Winter. Seeing the sunlight penetrating through the fogs in the morning times is such a moment in which I feel like I can fly away in the sky. Ohh I love all the facts about Winter.

Winter time in Nay Pyi Taw is not so bad !!! ;)

21.11.2011

2011-11-21T21:10:00.001+05:30

It has been long time I have not use " dial up " internet connectionat home. I have internet connection at my new home but I dont go theredaily. Finally my lovely sis Thaint help me get dial up connection fromYangon bcoz I cant find any shop selling this kind of connection cardin Nay Pyi Taw. Now I can successful access to internet from my home.But it is too slow. I cant even open my facebook page.Only gtalk isrunning properly. Luckily MPT doesnt ban blogspot. Now I can update mylittle blog.

Thanks MPT though your speed is deadly slow.

These days I have been quite busy preparing to run my business andalso got a lot of experiences at interior decoration. Choosing a goodname for my business was also a tough task which gave me headache.Finally I can choose a suitable name given by a nun. In my opinion, Iwanted to gave my business in a stylish and modernize way butaccording to my mom wish I agreed that name. Ok fine. My name isincluding in business's name :D.

Apart from my business, I have nothing special to do here, NayPyi Taw. Mostly I spend my time reading books. I bought many books frombook shop which took almost all my money from my wallet. It doesntmatter. I am such a book shopaholic :).

Today I ordered one reader digest book, Time and News Week from Yangon. My coming weekends will be no more boring ^^.

I am missing my old November days at my last work in past years. Though I could not get back these moments, memories are still there.

October 26

2011-10-26T12:12:00.001+05:30

Rainy days has not ended yet in Nay Pyi Taw. Weather condition is always miserable and roads get flooded after every heavy rain fall. Draining system in Nay Pyi Taw is good but not able to resist heavy rain fall at some places. Preparing to start a systematic business is not an easy task. I have to think of all risks which are likely to happen and try to build a strong foundation to resist all those risks. No matter how hard it is I have decided to continue my way. I know I will have full responsibility of both merits and demerits. But I am not scare to face all these obstacles as I have great passion on my business. I don't wanna take more time. I have waited it for long enough. Before getting ready to start this, I have to wait for money, ideas, places, suitable time and my parents' permission. Now Its time to walk on adventurous way :)

Happy Diwali

2011-10-26T11:20:00.002+05:30

Happy Diwali

Few years ago, I was celebrating Diwali with my friends at this time. People were going here and there and happiness was seen on all of their faces. We received Diwali gifts from some of my daddy's Indian friends and they invited us to come and visit their homes to celebrate Diwali together. The gifts were mostly Nuts packed in beautiful boxes and Indian sweets which have got some nice smells. They all lovely!!!!

Me and my friends looked around the city's hot spots and bought some fire crackers to play at night. We went to some popular shopping places like Ansal Plaza and checked all items which were on discount. All places were just crowded with people roaming around the city and street shoppers were shouting to sell special Diwali goods. Sarojini market was the best place to shop Indian hand made items and clothes in New Delhi. I still remember one evening just one day before Diwali at Sarojini market. On that day's evening, I went to Sarojini to look around market and items on sales. People seemed to be so happy and the entire market was full of people, noises, Diwali lights and dust in the air. The lights from the shops and Indian fabrics were harmony each other and attracting to foreigners like me. I bought a beautiful Indian shawl and some pairs of earring in Indian style. Then I came back home before it was getting late. Because of insecure situation to hang out at night time for a foreigner girl like me I had to come back home early. Just after a few minutes I reached home, there was a news of bomb blasting at Sarojini and a lot of people died because of massive explosion. I felt so scare and so lucky at the same time. And sadness suddenly came into my heart for the innocent victims. Since that time I avoided going to popular places and cinemas during festival time just for safety.

Fire crackers can't be apart from Diwali and it is also one of the beauties of Diwali. I had never seen such bomb-sized fire crackers in my life time before and I was scare to play with such huge cracker. We just set fire on it and run away right after that. Then it exploded following a loud noise. It was really fun actually although it looked a bit scary at first. There was a funny thing happened on Diwali eve due to fire crackers. It was Diwali eve and only one month after we had been in India. So we had no experience of celebrating Diwali. My dad had gone to an occasion and only me and my mom left at home. Around 7 or 8 pm, we heard some voices that came continuously. It was like gun fire shots. Me and my mom just didn't know what to do and got so scare. We checked all the main doors whether they were closed properly or not and kept silence as much as we can. We evendared not go out of our house and asked our Indian car driver as we didnt know what was going on around the city. There might be a war!!!! When my dad came back home from dinner and we told him about misery gun fire voices. Then he laughed at us and explained that the voices were from making fire crackers. What a relief!!!!

Diwali is right after our Thadingyut Festival. Buddhism people also pay homage to Pagodas and elderly people with gifts. Lights are everywhere and children play with fire crackers on roads. Myanmar Thadingyut Festival is also a festival of lights like Diwali in India. I think there are many commons between Buddhism and Hindu. No matter how different between people or culture or country, all the differences are interesting and lovely. People just have to spread more love without caring physical differences.

Two-weeks stay in Yangon

2011-09-26T01:23:00.001+05:30

Places I have been up to now during my two-weeks stay in Yangon

Shwe Dagon Pagoda (1time, alone)
Taw Win centre (around 5 times)
Sein Lan Soe Pyay garden on Inya Road (2 times to eat pork on stick with my friends)
United Living Mall (1 time, alone)
Junction Maw Tin (1time, alone)
Lapyae Wun Plaza on Alan Pya Pagoda road (1time, alone)
Peppa on Than Lwin Road (1 time with my friend)
Min Lan Yakhaing food centre at Inya Park(2 times with my friends)
Sar Pay Law Ka Book Shop
Innwa Book Shop
Tab Book Shop on the 4th floor of Taw Win Centre
Bogyoke Market (2 stime with my friend)
Fancy House Beauty Salon at Golden Valley City Mart (Just washed hair)
Happy Noodle Shop at new place (1 time with my brother, taste is sucks despite its nice quiet place)
China Town (1time, ate Marlarhin, rice soup with steamed chicken and steamed Quaker Oak)
ISY (to pick up kids, not mine :P)
33rd street (to inquiry about making bags and vouchers)
27th street to busy some paper boxes for my stocks
Total Skin Care which is just at same building with me (never go back there again)
Mon Mon's house (at new university avenue road)
Thanda's house (at pyay road)
Sis Thaint's house (near by MICC hall)

I will probably go to La Coiffer to have facial treatment with sis Thaint tomorrow. I also want to go to Myanmar Book Centre and National CD (where we can buy original software,pirated software, installers, CD and DVD).

Lonely by 2NE1

2011-09-26T00:03:00.000+05:30

2NE1, My favorite Korean girl band currently !!!

The way they are singing this song is so energetic and the lyric is touching my heart.
Exactly same what I'm feeling right now.

Starting my own business

2011-09-25T23:24:00.000+05:30

I've been back Yangon since two weeks ago. During my stay in Nay Pyi Taw, I couldn't update my blog though internet is accessible at my house. I have been so busy these days. I am going to start my own business soon. I am so exciting about it though I am a bit nervous as it is my first step into real business field. Many works will step in and I know I can't be always like a youngest daughter and youngest sister of two big brothers.

Starting my own business was my idea. Thinking of what kind of business in which you are not familiar at all is a tough task.But once you have done making a good decision, you should go forward with a good business plan and systematic works. You should also notice that it is hard to turn back once you have committed in it. Yeah there is always U-turn but at some points of life it is not good to turn back again and again. We already used time, money and ourselves for this thing we want to do. So think carefully and be wise before you make any decision.

I quitted my job six month ago, on 2nd Feb 2011, just before leaving to Korea. And then I came back to Myanmar and I did travel a lot within my country.I went to Rui Li, a city which is situated at the border area between Myanmar and China. Then to Lashio, May myo (several times with my family), Mandalay (several times with mom), Sagaing and to a deepest part of Mahar Myaing forest. I do love traveling and I think its really fun to make new friends and to explore new things. If you get tired of city life, you should travel to some places. Your mind will definitely get fresh and gain positive thoughts out of bad things which you thought they are the worst.

After traveling for such long time, I had to do some preparations for my business. It is not big one but it would be interesting and of course it would be profitable one. haha . There is only one problem with me doing my own business. That is " Accounting ". I hate accounting and finance matters. When I was pursuing my BCSc(computer science), there was a subject called " computing business " which mainly include accounting theories and calculations. Though I love maths, I hate accounting. I just lazy of doing it without any reasons :D. Now I can't be lazy of handling accounts and have to learn it again. What a bad!!! No matter how hard things will be, I won't give up and keep on trying till I reach my goal.

I think I will go back to Nay Pyi Taw on coming Tuesday. Stocks are waiting for me to set up price on them. I have to finish everything and get ready asap. The faster the better!!!

All the best PanPwintLay (wishing myself) ~~

Life in Nay Pyi Taw

2011-08-22T17:38:00.000+05:30

Dear blog!

I have been away from you again.
Yes I am currently staying at Nay Pyi Taw, the new capital city of Myanmar.
It is nice to explore a new place and learn about new people.
Everything is totally new for me.
But I met old friends here which was so fun.
Thanks God for that.
One thing I love the most about Nay Pyi Taw is electricity which we cant get full power supply in Yangon.
We get 24 hour electricity and all the roads are shining like stars at night.
For transportation, most of the roads within the territory of NCDC is smooth, wide and well-built.
All the roads were built with concrete so that car tires get thinner within a short period. It is bad!
One more thing I love is the forests!
There are small forests and hills inside the city.
The small hills are nicely landscaped with plants and small ponds.
So it is even more like a city of Shan State.
Later I hope Nay Pyi Taw will become beautiful city like Seoul, South Korea's capital city.
Environmental cleanness is strictly maintained in Nay Pyi Taw.
But still some people don't want to follow the rules and throw the mess on the roads.
We need to send more messages about these rules and reasons why should we follow to the citizens.
Transportation seems to be ok here.
We have buses, taxi and cycle taxi generally for public transportation.
But the fares are still expensive except the bus fares.
Its not easy to catch a taxi between one office another as the government offices are very far each other.
Cycle taxi are available at everywhere but it is not so safe to take these taxi from the view of security.
We should think more about the facts are concern of public transportation in Nay Pyi Taw.
For recreation, there are many places we can relax.
We have two big shopping malls, Capital and Junction Centre, in Nay Pyi Taw.
There is a big water fountain garden which is just 15 minutes walk from my home.
People from near villages enjoy these place mostly and some of them even said they have never been to such place in their life before.
For myself, I dont really enjoy going such places as I feel like these places are only for kids and elderly people.
Safari Park and Zoo are very far from downtown.
I even have been there only one time.
There are some interesting religious places which are recommended to go around Nay Pyi Taw.
I have been some of these places.
Later I will write about all the interesting experiences during my stay in Nay Pyi Taw.
Now I am training myself to be able to become a resilient person with all situations changing all the time.
I'm trying to enjoy myself with reading, doing house chores and business, travelling around the city and paying more time to my religious works especially at this boring time in Nay Pyi Taw.
Normally I enjoy noises of a city, car honks and love to see the crowds in markets and on the roads.
I hate being in quiet and calm places. haha.
Now I have learnt how to enjoy life and to get rid of my boredom in such boring and over quiet place.
Hummm I have no choice !!!

Back to blog !

2011-04-22T15:28:00.001+05:30

Dear blog !

I am back to you after traveling for several days.
It was a wonderful trip and I had a chance to travel many places that I have never been before.
Now I couldn't come to you daily as before.
The place where I am now is not easy to access internet.
Though I don't like too much this place, I have to try to enjoy staying here.
That is my life :)
Miss you and will keep in touch with you My Dear Blog.

Love you

Panpwintlay

unhealthy :(

2011-01-28T11:40:00.000+05:30

I am feeling so exhausted without using much of my energy everyday. It could consequences of being sleep deprived and eating disorder. I have been on diet. I need to take a full rest and enough sleep before going on such a long trip. I need to keep myself fit. Now my heart is beating like banging the drums and my whole body is getting painful like being hit by something. There is nothing much to do at my office in these days and it is really really boring. I can stand being busy but can't stand of being so free. Ohh I wish to reach 31st of Jan ASAP.

Happy BD

2011-01-27T16:03:00.001+05:30

The last Sunday was my 27th birthday.

First of all, I would like to thank to my parents for giving me a chance to live in this world and taking care of me very well. Without their loves and cares, I dare not even imagine how my life would have been like. They show me the right path of life, teach me true ascepts of life a person should have and guide me towards a right direction whenever I loose my way.

My parents are like a lamp in my life.

Thanks again Mom & Dad.

I was born in Meikhtila but I didn't grow up there. If someone ask me what is my native town and where I grew up, it could be difficult to answer. Because I have stayed in many cities and have got many friends as well. I always have to follow my parents wherever they move with my dad's duites.So Yangon has become like my native city and the place I enjoy the most to say in Myanmar.

I couldn't celebrate my BD with my parents in Ygn this time as they are away now. My mom called me on Ph on my BD and made me a wish. It was lovely and I love the gift from her. My dady seemed to forget my BD as he was so busy that time but he mad me BD wish on the next day. But I don't mind it at all and also no need to.

I think I also should make a wish for myself. If god ask me to say only one wish, I would say " all my wishes will come true one day ". Haha .. I am such a greedy girl.

The feeling of getting into 27 is not so strange but I feel like I have grown up really. My mind has become more and more mature. It is a good point. So what is a bad point??? Ok I don't to get old and want to see any wrinkles on my face and skin. LOL. That is what all the women want and nobody can't avoid of aging. Right! I have to face it :(.

Besides a wish for BD, I think I should take a moment to appreciate my life and all of the wonderful people and things that make me it worthwhile.

I promise myself that I will value my life, decorate my life to be more beautiful and live happily no matter what happened. Love you all !!!!

the very frist step ...

2011-01-17T16:01:00.000+05:30

Chonun " Ingyin " imnida ...

2011-01-17T15:50:00.000+05:30

Last weekend was nightmare for me.
Its not my case and I didn't commit in that case.
But I know about this prb from the beginning to the end.
So I know who is wrong and who is right.
But I can't bear those shouting and yelling voices beside me thought these voices were not meant to me.
Trying to escape from all those troubles, I just run out to be away from all those people.
I know its a little bit selfish but for my own goodness, I think I must do it.
My daddy and both two brothers also suggested that I must go away temporarily during their problem.
So I did.
Its bad I couldn't use internet at MM gone yay home due to calble fault.
Hope it will be fixed soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I am so peaceful over there ^^

2011-01-14T12:50:00.000+05:30

Unusual rain has stopped in Yangon.
Weather has become a bit misty in early morning and evening time.
As I grew up in cold regions of Myanmar, current weather condition is the best of the whole year in Yangon.
I don't know how can I bear the heat of Summer in Yangon. It is unbearable!!!!!
By the way My birthday is coming soon.
I m gonna turn to 27 this time.
How quick the time is passing :).
I haven't got any idea to celebrate my 27th Birthday.
I am going to eat out with my best friends, one girl and one boy, or my be with my special one ;).
After my BD, I will go for a very very special trip in my life time.
I am more exciting about this trip more than my BD.
All the best for everything in 2011 PanPwintLay (wish for myself :D).

Happy New Year 2011

2011-01-07T07:51:00.005+05:30

Happy New Year 2011 !

As the new year blossoms, may the journey of your life be fragrant with new opportunities, your days be bright with new hopes and your heart be happy with love!

May this New Year bring newly found prosperity, love, happiness and delight in your life!

2010-12-30T16:00:00.002+05:30

Its time ........

2010-12-16T15:33:00.000+05:30

HURAYYYYY !

I am going on Winter vacation from tomorrow evening for five days.
And I still haven't bought new adaptor for my hp laptop :D so cant use internet at home.
Mizz you my blog layyyyy ^_^

2010-12-10T10:44:00.000+05:30

Why its still raining though Fall has already come in Yangon.
But I do love rain so I am happy to see the rain drops again.
Weather has been cloudy, a bit windy and chill in these days.
I heard there is a storm hitting to India but Myanmar also got effected by that storm.
That is why we are having unusual rain in cold Winter.
I really love the smell that comes before rain, raindrops on the leaves and flower petals and the scence after rain.
Everthing relating to rain is so nice and rejuvenate my mind.
Thanks Raing for not saying good bye to me till now.
But I hope you will not spoil any crops which just reached the time to be harvested :).

2010-12-08T14:00:00.000+05:30

I am feeling a bit sad because my mom is going back home this evening :(. I am not recovered yet from flu. I am not feeling very well despite a nice weather. I had to go to MPT this afternoon to fix a small error inside their billing system. Although I didn't know how to fix that problem as I am very new in this telecom and roaming enviroment, I do understand all those guide lines and what they intend to do that. Thank myself!!! If my background is not computer science and I am not familiar with all those database systems, it would have taken me long just for trying to understand what they are doing first. I knew it is not big error and I just didnt know how to solve this problem. Once I know some possiblities to sovle the problem, it was easy :).

2010-12-07T08:50:00.000+05:30

I have catching cold since two days ago. Sneezing and dizzy the whole day >_<. I didn't do anything wrong and just washed my hair at evening time. Then I caught cold. BAD!!! Body temperature is not that high but breathing is difficult for me now.Still haven't bought a new adaptor for my hp laptop :D. Internet used to distract me from doing some other works and the whole night was gone so quickly without being done anything else. So on the positive point of view, its good not having bought new adaptor :P.

Actually I am exciting about my trip in January. There will be four continuous holidays for me in next month. I have been planning to go for a trip as I haven't taken any leave from my office for the whole year of 2010. Now the plan seems to come true ^^. Our destination would be CHINA, TAIWAN and HONGKONG. I will go to a big city of China and the other tourish spots and interesting places in that area. To Taiwan and Hongkong, I still not clear about the places. But I need to extend my passport as it has only two months left to be expired. I heard none of Embassies allow any passort which has under six months lifetime. In our country, extending passport takes time. Hummmm ... wish everything will ok smoothly without any difficulty!

2010-12-03T13:11:00.002+05:30

Sweet December to all !!!!

I couldn't post on my new blog on 1st Dec as I decided before. I still haven't bought adaptor for my laptop and confusing whether I should by the real one with expensive price or the fake one which was made in China with cheaper price.

Now I am accessing my blog from my office and connection is damn slow today. In previous days the proxy software I am using was working well and proxy server that I got from Myanmar Network was ok. Now its not working anymore and I had to try to get accessed my blog for several hours :D. Poor you PanpwintLay @_@. Last weekends, I was not so busy but I was sick. Being dizzy the whole day, I couldn't even go anywhere. And Wednesday was our National holiday. But I had an appointment with my friend and we went around Hledan and shopping centres.

Despite being free at night, I couldn't write any post on my blog as my laptop adaptor had gone. Due to unstale power voltage in our country, some people suggested me buying only cheaper one. I, myself also prefer to buy cheap one than buy expensive one to save my money. Since the time my original HP adaptor had gone, this one was the third one I had bought. haha.

Today is lovely Friday. Mom will come to Yangon tomorrow and I can't even wait to see her. I am planning to cook some delicious meals for her ^^. Also thinking to register at British Council Library to be a member there.

Last day of November

2010-11-30T16:00:00.001+05:30

Today is the last day of November. Weather in Yangon is mild but still hot in noon. Its a little bit misty and cold in evening times. But Autum in this year is more lovely and meaningful than ever. My mind is now ready to enjoy the beauty of nature, the smell of Autum and the melody of the world ^^ . These days I have not so much things to do at my work and reading is the only way I spend my free times at work. In previous months, I was so busy and could come back home after 7:30 pm like everyday. Now so much releif !

Tomorrow is Myanmar's National day. So its holiday and I no need to come to my office. I may spend my time with my first cousin sis and my childhood friend. She has been asking me to come to her home. Whatever it would be nice as I have been stucking at home with house chores since long time ago. haha . My maid went back to her home few months ago and she didn't return to us. So I have to cook, clean my room, wash my clothes and iron them well, bla bla blahhh . My type is like I can't stay in a room which is messy and untidy with clothes even for a minute. Thi habit makes me more tired.

Uhh one more thing I need to do during this week. I have to buy new Laptop adaptor again :( . Due to unstale power voltage in our country, three adaptors have been gone. This one will be forth one. The first one is my HP original adaptor. The second one is the one made in China and it was much cheaper than the original one. So I bought it but its gone within few minutes. The third one was gone after one month. Its really sucks !

Now I am missing Delhi's book shops where you can find and buy many international republished books with cheap prices. OM is my favorite. Paper quality of the books are also very good and the contents are valuable. The prices are reasonable. I wish I could go there again one day. I wish I could go and visit India serveral times.

One more thing !!! I am going to launch my new blog tomorrow :D. This blog is like my daily diary and its a bit childish. I will continute writing this blog and at the same time I will write another blog.

Dizzy !

2010-11-27T23:07:00.001+05:30

On lovely Saturday. I have been busy with cleaning my room and rearranging my books on book self. Then I made a delicious salted fish curry which is causing me so dizzy now.And didnt have dinner as well. Around 7 pm, mom called me and asked me to go to see "Grandmother" who is in late 100. She has been not so well today and vomiting few times. So me and my sis had to go to our house which is in downtown. When I got there, doctor was checking her blood pressure and he said it was a little bit high and he injected her. She seemed to be sleeping and couldn't reply to me well. May be she was so tired. Sigh ! .We came back home around 11:00 pm and it took 30 minutes to arrive home.Goshh I am so so dizzy :(. I cant sleep! God help me get rid of that dizzy feeling. I cant stand it. I start feeling dizzy as soon as I lay down on bed. Whuuuuu !
I wish my grandmother will get better soon and she will stay over 100 years old.

Last year this time

2010-11-22T18:47:00.001+05:30

Last Year this time

I was so lonely.
I was so depressed about everything.
Nobody wanted to listen to me what I was feeling.
I have just shifted to my new job so I was a bit nervous with my new working environment.
I tried to call some of my friends, they seemed to be busy with their works and families.
But God didn't let my sorrows take too long.
I got a new friend who is always ready to listen to me and help me so much.
Now its been one year we have become friend.
Today I feel so lonely missing my friend.
He may think I already forgot him but in reality its not like that.
People can easily forget the one who is with them when they are happy.
But people can't easily forget the one who is together with them during their hardships.
No matter what I am always thanking you for that.

I am so lonely and feeling like I lost my way.
I wish .........

၀ိႈင္း

2010-09-08T08:36:00.002+05:30

ငါ့ဘေလာ့ခ္ကို ဖြင့္တုိင္း ဘာလုိ့ တျခား ဆိုက္ဒ္ၾကီးကို ေရာက္ေရာက္သြားေနတာလဲဟင္ ဒုတ္ခပဲ

The best way to love :)

2010-08-13T12:17:00.000+05:30

I love you. It's not a weight you must carry around.
I love you. It's not a box that holds you in.
I love you. It's not a standard you have to bear. I love you. It's not a sacrifice I make.
I love you. It's not a pedestal you are frozen upon.
I love you. It's not an expectation of perfection. I love you. It's not my life's whole purpose (or your's).
I love you. It's not to make you change.
I love you. It's not even to make you love me.
I love you. It's as pure and simple as that.

Anonymous

Two Wolves :)

2010-08-12T15:05:00.000+05:30

One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people.
He said, "My son, the battle is between two wolves inside us all.

..."One is Evil - It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

"The other is Good - It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith."

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Unknown

2010-08-09T07:21:00.001+05:30

30.07.2010

အျဖဴေရာင္ပန္းပြင့္ေလးတစ္ပြင့္ ပတ္၀န္းက်င္အလုိက္ အေရာင္ေတြေျပာင္းခံလုိက္ရတဲ့ေန ......
ကိုယ့္ကိုယ္ကို ယံုၾကည္မႈေတြ ေပ်ာက္ဆံုးသြားေသာေန ့.....
က်ယ္ေျပာလွတဲ့ ေလာၾကီးမွာ ယံုၾကည္ရတဲ့သူေတြ လက္ခ်ိဳးေရလုိ့ေတာင္ မျပည့္ဘူးဆိုတာ လက္မခံခ်င္ဘဲ လက္ခံလုိက္ရတဲ့ေန ့....
ခြင့္မလႊတ္ႏိုင္ခဲ့တဲ့ အခ်စ္ဦးကို အနည္းငယ္ခြင့္လႊတ္ႏိုင္သြားတဲ့ေန ့ ....
ေဘးနားက သူငယ္ခ်င္းေလးရဲ့ တန္ဖုိးကို အျပည့္အ၀ သိလုိက္ရတဲ့ေန ့ ....
လူေတြရဲ့ တကယ့္စိတ္အမွန္က ေလာဘ ေဒါသ ေမာဟ နဲ့ မနာလုိမႈေတြ ျပည့္ေနတဲ့ အခ်ိန္မွာ တကယ္ေပၚလာပါလားဆိုတာ သတိထားမိတဲ့ေန ့...
သံသယေတြရဲ့ ေလာင္ျမိဳက္မႈကို တေျမ့ေျမ့စတင္ခံစားလုိက္ရတဲ့ေန ့ ...
ေမေမေျပာတဲ့ " ေလာကၾကီးကလူေတြဟာ သမီးထင္သေလာက္ မရိုးရွင္းဘူး ျပီးေတာ့ သမီးထင္သလုိ မလုပ္ေလာက္ဘူး ဆိုတာေတြလည္း လုပ္တတ္ၾကတယ္ " ဆိုတဲ့ စကားကို လံုး၀ေထာက္ခံလုိက္ရတဲ့ေန ့ ....
ကိုယ္မလုပ္ထားတဲ့ ကိစ္စျဖစ္ေပမယ့္ ကိုယ္ႏြယ္ထားရင္ ကိုယ့္ကိုပါ လာပတ္တတ္ပါလားဆိုတာ သိလုိက္ရတဲ့ေန့ ....
ကိုယ့္ကိုယ္ကို ရိုးသားျပီး ဟန္မေဆာင္တတ္တဲ့အတြက္ ပထမဆံုး ဂုဏ္ယူမိတဲ့ေန ့ .....
ၾကားလုိက္ရတဲ့ စကားေတြက နားထဲကို သံရည္ပူေတြေလာင္းထည့္လုိက္သလိုပဲဆိုတဲ့ ခံစားခ်က္ကို ပထမဆံုး ျမည္းစမ္းခြင့္ရလုိက္တဲ့ေန ့ ....
ျပသနာတစ္ခုကို ေဘးလူေတြကို မေျပာဘဲ ကိုယ့္ကိုယ္တုိင္ ေျဖရွင္းသင့္တယ္ဆိုတာ သင္ခန္းစာရလုိက္တဲ့ေန ့ ....
သူငယ္ခ်င္းဆိုတာ ဆိုးတူေကာင္းဖက္ အရာရာကို တိုင္ပင္ညိႈႏိႈင္းသင့္တယ္ဆိုတာ သိလုိက္ရတဲ့ေန ့ ....
အခ်စ္ဆံုး ဆိုတဲ့ ဂုဏ္ပုဒ္ဟာ လူေတာ္ေတာ္မ်ားမ်ားနဲ့ မထုိက္တန္မွန္း သိလုိက္ရတဲ ့ ေန ့ .....
ငါ့ေဘးမွာ ယံုၾကည္ရတဲ့သူဟာ ငါ့ကိုယ္တုိင္ေတာင္ ရွိပါေတာ့မလားလုိ့ သံသယစ၀င္ရတဲ့ေန ့ ....
အေ၀းမွာ ေရာက္ေနတဲ့ လူတစ္ေယာက္ကို ေတာ္ေတာ္ သတိရမိတဲ ့ေန ့ .....
ျပန္မဆံုႏိုင္ေတာ့တဲ့ လမ္းကို အျပီးထြက္သြားခဲ့တဲ့ အခ်စ္ဆံုးသူငယ္ခ်င္းတစ္ေယာက္ကို မ်က္ရည္ေတြၾကားက သတိတရတမ္းတမိတဲ့ေန ့ .....

This too shall pass!!!!

Happy Birthday

2010-01-22T22:39:00.002+05:30

Happy Birthday Ingyin

May all my parents who brought me this beautiful world healthy

May I be peaceful and may all my dreams come true to me

after turning to 26 ...

I will change my life style

I will try not too be worry so much always

I will try not to believe people easily

I will try to reduce my gaming time

I will try to forgive more and more

I will try to keep my smile

I will try to have more confidence

On my birthday, I didn't do nothing special.I just went out with my child hood friend and treat her.That is all.I was at my office the whole day and busy doing things which I am not used to with.Haha.now I am really like a real business woman, but still using the word " Thamee " while talking with elder people.next time I wont use it anymore and I will use my name instead.I've been so busy in these days and I dont even have time to think what to do on my BD.Busy but I am happy and I got a lot of experience which I have never had before.

Finally I have become 26 which is near to be 30.hahaa.I like growing but I dont want my face having wrinkles :(.

" on the night of my BD, I have to cry "

Yeah I am so easy to fragile and easy crying girl.
I know my words are harsh but I think I am right.
It doesn't mean you are not right.
You may also right.
We can have our own views freely.

But I won't never forget u spoiled my happiness of my BD just on the night of my BD instead of making me happy.

Even on ph you cant make me happy.

I will make myself happy and my family make me happy.

Return of Pan Pwint Lay( Version 14.5)

2008-07-20T00:31:00.002+05:30

Dear blog

I will come back to u with highest speed...

(PanPwintLay)

A letter for me from My brother

2008-01-24T14:14:00.000+05:30

ညီမေလး
ေလာကႀကီးမွာ လူတိုင္းစိတ္ညစ္ခဲ႔ရဖူးတယ္။ လူတိုင္း နာက်င္ျပင္းျပစြာ ခံစားခဲ႔ၾကဖူးတယ္။ လူတိုင္း ဝမ္းနည္းခဲ႔ၾကဖူးတယ္။ လူတိုင္း ငါဟာ ကံအဆိုးဆံုးလူလို႔ ခံစားခဲ႔ၾကဖူးတယ္။ လူတိုင္း ငါဘယ္ေတာ႔မွ ဒီစိတ္ဆင္းရဲမႈက လြတ္ႏိုင္ေတာ႔မွာ မဟုတ္ဘူးလို႔ ထင္ခဲ႔ၾကဖူးတယ္။ လူတိုင္း လူတိုင္း ဒါေတြကို ႀကံဳခဲ႔ၾကရတာပဲ။ အခ်စ္ဆိုတာ လူေတြကို ေပ်ာ္ရႊင္ေစတယ္၊ ဝမ္းနည္းေစတယ္၊ စိတ္အားတက္ႂကြေစတယ္၊ စိတ္ဓာတ္ပ်က္ျပားေစတယ္၊ ကိုယ္႔ကိုကိုယ္ အထင္ႀကီးလာေစတယ္၊ ကိုယ္႔ကိုကိုယ္ က်ဆံုးေစတယ္။ တျခား အရာမ်ားစြာထက္ကိုပဲ သူက လူတစ္ေယာက္ကို အမ်ားႀကီး ေျပာင္းလဲ ပစ္ႏိုင္တယ္။ သူဟာ လူတိုင္းရဲ႕ မ်က္ရည္ကို ေႁခြယူတတ္တယ္။ သူဟာ လူတိုင္းရဲ႕ ႏွလံုးသားကို ေပ်ာ႔ေျပာင္းေစႏိုင္တယ္။ သူဟာ လူတိုင္းရဲ႕ ႏွလံုးသားကို ခက္ထန္မာေက်ာ ေစႏိုင္တယ္။ သူဟာ မူးယစ္ေဆးဝါးလိုပဲ သူ႔ကို ဖက္တြယ္ထားသူကို လႊမ္းမိုးခ်ဳပ္ကိုင္ႏိုင္တဲ႔ အစြမ္းရွိတယ္။ ေလာကႀကီးမွာ မျဖစ္ႏိုင္တာေတြဟာ ျဖစ္လာတတ္သလို ျဖစ္ႏိုင္ခဲ႔တာေတြဟာလည္း ပ်က္ျပားသြားတတ္တယ္။ ျဖစ္သင္႔တာေတြ ျဖစ္မလာတတ္သလို မျဖစ္သင္႔တာေတြလည္း ျဖစ္လာတတ္တယ္။ ဒါဟာ ဘဝပါပဲ။ ဒါဟာ လူတိုင္း ႀကံဳေတြ႕ရတဲ႔ ေလာက ဓမၼပါပဲ။

မ်က္စိကို ေရွ႕တည္႔တည္႔ပဲ ၾကည္႔ေနတဲ႔အခါ ပတ္ဝန္းက်င္က အရာေတြအားလံုးကို ေမ႔ေလ်ာ႔ေနတတ္သတဲ႔။ ဒီလမ္း တစ္ခုပဲ ရွိေနတယ္လို႔ ထင္တတ္သတဲ႔။ ညီမေလးရဲ႕ မ်က္လံုးေတြကို ဖြင္႔လိုက္။ ငိုေႂကြးျခင္းဟာ လူကို ပင္ပန္းေစတယ္။ လူကို ခြန္အားယုတ္ေလ်ာ႔ေစတယ္။ လူကို စိတ္ဓာတ္ပ်က္ျပားေစတယ္။ လူကို အားငယ္ေစတယ္။ ငိုေနတဲ႔ မ်က္ဝန္းေတြဟာ ျမင္ကြင္းေတြကို ကြဲကြဲျပားျပား မျမင္ႏိုင္ေစဘူး။ ညီမေလး အၾကည္႔ေတြဟာ မႈန္ဝါးေနႏိုင္တယ္၊ မွားယြင္းေနႏိုင္တယ္။

အခ်စ္ဆိုတာ အဓိပၸာယ္ေတြ ဖြင္႔ဆိုေနတာထက္ ေလးနက္တယ္။ ဒါမွမဟုတ္ အဓိပၸာယ္ေတြ ဖြင္႔ဆိုစရာ မလိုေအာင္ကို ရိုးရွင္းတယ္။ ခ်စ္ျခင္းတရားဟာလည္း မ်က္ရည္ေတြနဲ႔ ဖံုးလႊမ္းလာတဲ႔အခါ အရာရာဟာ မႈန္ဝါးရီေဝလို႔ လာလိမ္႔မယ္။ အျမင္မၾကည္တဲ႔ လူတစ္ေယာက္ရဲ႕ သြားရာလမ္းဟာ ေျဖာင္႔တန္းလို႔ မေနဘူး။ ဒီထက္ပိုဆိုးတာက အျခားသူေတြကိုလည္း ဝင္တိုက္ႏိုင္ေသးတယ္။ အဲဒီအခါ ကိုယ္႔ဘာသာ အျမင္မၾကည္တာေပမယ္႔ ပတ္ဝန္းက်င္ရဲ႕ အျပစ္ဆိုမႈေတြကို ခံရတတ္တယ္။

လူတစ္ေယာက္ ျဖစ္တည္လာတာဟာ ဘာအတြက္လဲ။ ေနာင္ဘဝအတြက္လား။ အခုဘဝအတြက္လား။ အခ်စ္အတြက္လား။ ပညာေရး အတြက္လား။ ကိုယ္က်ိဳးဆႏၵေတြ အတြက္လား။ ပိုက္ဆံအတြက္လား။ ဒီလိုသာ တစ္ခုခုကို ဖက္တြယ္ ရည္ရြယ္ ထားမယ္ဆိုရင္ ညီမေလးရဲ႕ ဘဝဟာ ဘယ္ေတာ႔မွ မျပည္႔စံုဘူး။ တစ္ခု ရလိုက္တိုင္းလည္း စိတ္ေက်နပ္သြားမွာ မဟုတ္ဘူး။ ဘဝဆိုတာ အခက္အခဲေတြ အမ်ားႀကီးရွိတယ္။ အေကြ႕အေကာက္ေတြ အမ်ားႀကီးရွိတယ္။ အတက္အဆင္းေတြ အမ်ားႀကီးရွိတယ္။ ေတာင္ေအာက္ ေရာက္ေနေပမယ္႔ အထက္ကို ေမွ်ာ္ၾကည္႔ရမယ္။ ေမွ်ာ္ၾကည္႔ေနရံုနဲ႔ မရေသးဘူး တက္ၾကည္႔ရမယ္။ ဒီလိုမွ တက္မၾကည္႔ဘူးဆိုရင္ ညီမေလးဟာ ေတာင္ေအာက္က အလွေလာက္ကိုသာ ျမင္မွာပဲ။ ကြဲျပားျခားနားတဲ႔ ေတာင္ေပၚအလွေတြကို ျမင္ေတာ႔မွာ မဟုတ္ဘူး။

လူအမ်ိဳးမ်ိဳးရွိတယ္။ ပထမတစ္မ်ိဳးက တစ္ခုခုကို ရေအာင္ ႀကိဳးစားေပမယ္႔ လြယ္လြယ္ကူကူ မရႏိုင္ဘူး။ ဒါေပမယ္႔ ဒီလူဟာ အဲဒါကို မရရေအာင္ဆိုၿပီး တစ္သက္လံုး ႀကိဳးစားတယ္။ ဒီလိုလူမ်ိဳးကို ဇြဲရွိသူလို႔ ေခၚၾကတယ္။ ဒုတိယ တစ္မ်ိဳးက တစ္ခုခုကို ရေအာင္ ႀကိဳးစားတယ္။ ဒါကို သူမရရင္ တစ္ျခား တစ္ခုကို ႀကိဳးစားတယ္။ ဒါမ်ိဳးကိုေတာ႔ ႀကိဳးစားသူလို႔ ေခၚတယ္။ တတိယ တစ္မ်ိဳးက တစ္ခုခုကို ရေအာင္ ႀကိဳးစားတယ္။ မရဘူး ဆိုတာနဲ႔ စိတ္ဓာတ္က်ၿပီး မႀကိဳးစားေတာ႔ဘူး။ ညံ႔ဖ်င္းသူလို႔ ေခၚတယ္။ စတုတၳ တစ္မ်ိဳးက တစ္ခုခုကို ရေအာင္လည္း မႀကိဳးစားဘူး ရလည္း မရဘူး။ ဒီလိုလူမ်ိဳးကို လူပ်င္းလို႔ ေခၚတယ္။ ပဥၥမ တစ္မ်ိဳးက တစ္ခုခုကို ရေအာင္ မႀကိဳးစားဘူး၊ ဒါေပမယ္႔ အလိုလို ရတတ္တယ္။ ဒီလိုလူမ်ိဳးကိုေတာ႔ ကံေကာင္းသူလို႔ ေခၚၾကတယ္။ ဆ႒မ တစ္မ်ိဳးက တစ္ခုခုကို အလိုလိုရေနတယ္၊ ဒါေပမယ္႔ အဲဒါမ်ိဳးကို တည္တံ႔ခိုင္မာေအာင္ မထိန္းသိမ္းတတ္ဘူး။ အဲဒါမ်ိဳးကို လူမိုက္လို႔ေခၚတယ္။ အဲဒီအမ်ိဳးအစားေတြထဲမွာ ညီမေလးဟာ ဘယ္အမ်ိဳးအစားထဲ ပါေနသလဲ။ ဘယ္အမ်ိဳးအစား ျဖစ္ခ်င္သလဲ။ ဘယ္အမ်ိဳးအစားကို ေရွာင္ၾကဥ္သင္႔သလဲ။ သူမ်ားေတြကို လိုက္မေမးဘဲ ကိုယ္႔ကိုကိုယ္ အရင္ဆံုး ပြင္႔ပြင္႔လင္းလင္း ေမးၾကည္႔ရမယ္။

ဝမ္းနည္းစရာ အျဖစ္အပ်က္ေတြဟာ သိပ္စိတ္ညစ္ဖို႔ေကာင္းတယ္။ စိတ္ညစ္ေနတဲ႔ လူတစ္ေယာက္ဟာ ဘာကိုမွ မလုပ္ႏိုင္ဘူး။ သူဟာ အသက္သာရွင္ေနတယ္ ဘဝဟာ အဓိပၸာယ္ မရွိဘူး။ ဒီေတာ႔ ဒီစိတ္ညစ္စရာေတြကို ေဖ်ာက္ပစ္ရမယ္။ ေမ႔ပစ္ရမယ္။ အနည္းဆံုးေတာ႔ ေလွ်ာ႔ခ်ပစ္ရမယ္။ ဒါေတြ ပိတ္ဖံုးေနရင္ ညီမေလးရဲ႕ စိတ္ကူးေတြဟာ ဘယ္လို ဆန္းသစ္မႈေတြ ဖန္တီးမႈေတြ ထြက္လာႏိုင္ပါ႔မလဲ။ ဒါဆိုရင္ ညီမေလးဟာ သာမန္ အေျခခံ လူတစ္ေယာက္နဲ႔ ဘာမွ မထူးျခားေတာ႔ဘူး။ ဘဝထဲကို လူျဖစ္ရံုသက္သက္၊ စိတ္ဆင္းရဲဖို႔ရာသက္သက္ ေရာက္လာသလို ျဖစ္ေနလိမ္႔မယ္။

တစ္ခါတုန္းက ခရီးတစ္ခုကိုသြားတုန္း လယ္ကြင္းေတြထဲမွာ ပင္ပင္ပန္းပန္း အလုပ္လုပ္ေနရတဲ႔ ညီမေလး အသက္ေလာက္ေတာင္ မရွိေသးတဲ႔ မိန္းခေလးေတြကို ေတြ႕ခဲ႔ဖူးတယ္။ သူတို႔မွာ ထမင္းတစ္လုပ္အတြက္ ေနပူထဲမွာ ဆင္းဆင္းရဲရဲ အလုပ္လုပ္ၾကရတယ္။ သူတို႔ကို မွီခိုေနရတဲ႔ မိသားစုဝင္ေတြလည္း ရွိရင္ရွိမယ္။ သူတို႔ ပိုက္ဆံရွာမွ ထမင္းစားရမယ္႔ မိအို ဖအိုေတြ ရွိရင္လည္း ရွိမယ္။ သူတို႔မွာေရာ ညီမေလးလို စိတ္မေကာင္းစရာ အျဖစ္အပ်က္ေတြ၊ စိတ္ညစ္စရာ အျဖစ္အပ်က္ေတြ မရွိဘူးလို႔ မထင္နဲ႔။ သူတို႔မွာလည္း ရွိမွာပဲ။ ဒါေပမယ္႔ သူတို႔ေတြသာ ဒီစိတ္ဆင္းရဲစရာေတြကို ညီမေလးလို ျပင္းျပင္ထန္ထန္ ခံစားေနမယ္၊ ဘာမွမလုပ္ႏိုင္ေလာက္ေအာင္ ဝမ္းနည္းေနမယ္ဆိုရင္ သူတို႔ ဘာနဲ႔ ထမင္းစားၾကမလဲ။ သူတို႔ကို မွီခိုေနရသူေတြ ဘယ္လို အသက္ရွင္သန္ ၾကေတာ႔မလဲ။ တစ္ခါတစ္ေလမွာ ကိုႀကီးတို႔ဟာ သူတို႔ဆီကေန အတုယူရမယ္။ စိတ္ဓာတ္ကို ခိုင္ခိုင္မာမာ ျဖစ္ေအာင္ ႀကိဳးစားရမယ္။ ကိုႀကီးမွာ အခက္အခဲႀကံဳတိုင္း စိတ္ညစ္စရာ ႀကံဳတိုင္းမွာ ေၾသာ္ ငါ႔ထက္ အေျခအေန ဆိုးတဲ႔သူေတြ ေလာကႀကီးမွာ အမ်ားႀကီး ရွိေသးပါလားဆိုၿပီး အဲဒီျမင္ကြင္းေလးကို ေျပးေျပးျမင္မိတယ္။

ကိုႀကီးလည္း ညီမေလးလို စိတ္ညစ္စရာေတြ စိတ္ဆင္းရဲစရာေတြ ႀကံဳခဲ႔ရဖူးတယ္။ ငါဟာ ဘာမွ လုပ္ႏိုင္ေတာ႔မွာ မဟုတ္ဘူး။ ငါ႔ဘဝဟာ အဓိပၸာယ္မဲ႔တယ္။ ငါဘဝ ျဖစ္ခ်င္ရာ ျဖစ္ပါေစေတာ႔။ ေပ်ာ္ရႊင္မႈဆိုတာ ဘယ္ေတာ႔မွ ရွိလာေတာ႔မွာ မဟုတ္ဘူးဆိုတဲ႔ စိတ္ေတြ ျဖစ္ခဲ႔ဖူးတယ္။ ေျခဦးတည္႔ရာ ေလွ်ာက္သြားခဲ႔ဖူးတယ္။ လုပ္ခ်င္ရာေတြ ေလွ်ာက္လုပ္ခဲ႔ဖူးတယ္။ ကိုယ္႔ကိုကိုယ္ အျပစ္ဒဏ္ေတြ ခတ္ဖူးတယ္။ ကိုယ္႔ကိုကိုယ္ ဒုကၡေတြ ေပးဖူးတယ္။ ေနာက္ဆံုးေတာ႔ ကိုႀကီးဟာ သာမန္လူတစ္ေယာက္ ျဖစ္ျဖစ္လာတယ္။ ကိုႀကီး ႀကိဳးစားလို႔ ရလာခဲ႔တဲ႔ အရာေတြအားလံုးဟာ ျပန္ေလ်ာက်လာတယ္။ လူေတြက ကိုႀကီးကို ဒီေကာင္ ဘာေကာင္မွ မဟုတ္ဘူးဆိုတဲ႔ အၾကည္႔ေတြနဲ႔ ၾကည္႔လာတယ္။ ဒါေတြကို ကိုႀကီးက ဂရုမစိုက္မိဘဲ ကိုယ္ထင္ရာ ကိုယ္စိုင္း ေနခဲ႔မိတယ္။ ကိုယ္႔ကိုကိုယ္ အျပစ္တင္တာေတြ ကုန္လာတဲ႔အခါ သူတစ္ပါးကို အျပစ္တင္တယ္။ ဒီလိုျဖစ္တာ ဒီလူေတြေၾကာင္႔ ဆိုၿပီး ကိုယ္နဲ႔ ပတ္သတ္ခဲ႔ဖူးသူေတြကို အျပစ္ျမင္လာတယ္။ ဘယ္သူ႔ကိုမွ ေကာင္းေကာင္းမြန္မြန္ မျမင္ႏိုင္ေတာ႔ဘူး။ ရန္လိုတဲ႔ အၾကည္႔၊ မယံုၾကည္တဲ႔ အၾကည္႔ေတြနဲ႔ ၾကည္႔ခဲ႔တယ္။ တျဖည္းျဖည္းနဲ႔ ကိုႀကီးဟာ လူ႔ပတ္ဝန္းက်င္နဲ႔ ကင္းကြာလာတယ္။ သီးျခားဆန္လာတယ္။ ယံုၾကည္မႈ ေလ်ာ႔နည္းလာတယ္။ ထံုထိုင္းလာတယ္။ ညံ႔ဖ်င္းလာတယ္။ တာဝန္ယူခ်င္စိတ္ ကင္းမဲ႔လာတယ္။ အရာရာကို အဆိုးျမင္လာတယ္။ ဒီလိုျဖစ္ေနလိုက္တာ ေတာ္ေတာ္ၾကာသြားတယ္။ ဒါေပမယ္႔ ကံေကာင္းေထာက္မစြာဘဲ တစ္ရက္မွာ ကိုႀကီး အျမင္မွန္ျပန္ရတယ္။ ကုန္သြားခဲ႔ရတဲ႔ အခ်ိန္ေတြကို ျပန္ႏွေျမာလာတယ္။ ကိုယ္႔ကိုကိုယ္ ေနာင္တရလာတယ္။ ကိုယ္႔အမွားေတြကို ျမင္လာတယ္။ ကိုယ္႔အားနည္းခ်က္ေတြကို ေတြ႕လာတယ္။ အဲဒီအခ်ိန္ကစၿပီး ကိုႀကီးဟာ အဲဒါေတြကို တစ္ခုခ်င္းစီ ေခ်ဖ်က္ႏိုင္ဖို႔ ႀကိဳးစားခဲ႔တယ္။

ညီမေလး မွတ္မိလိမ္႔မယ္။ ကိုႀကီး အိႏၵိယမွာ တစ္ေန႔လံုး တစ္ညလံုး ကြန္ပ်ဴတာသံုးတယ္။ ဓာတ္ပံုေတြရိုက္တယ္။ နည္းပညာေတြ ေလ႔လာတယ္။ စာအုပ္ေတြဖတ္တယ္။ ေရာဂါတစ္ခု ျဖစ္လာတဲ႔အခါ ကုသဖို႔ အခ်ိန္ယူရသလိုပဲ ကိုႀကီးလည္း ဒါေတြကို ေက်ာ္ျဖတ္ႏိုင္ဖို႔ အခ်ိန္ယူ ကုစားခဲ႔ရတယ္။ ကိုယ္႔အားနည္းခ်က္၊ ကိုယ္႔ခ်ိဳ႕ယြင္းခ်က္ေတြကို ႀကိဳးစားၿပီး ျပင္ခဲ႔တယ္။ ညီမေလးတို႔ အျမင္မွာ ကိုႀကီးဟာ စိတ္ဓာတ္က်ေနသူတစ္ေယာက္၊ ဘာမွ မလုပ္ခ်င္ မကိုင္ခ်င္ ျဖစ္ေနသူ တစ္ေယာက္လို ျဖစ္ေနလိမ္႔မယ္။ ဟိုးအရင္က ဒါထက္ ဆိုးခဲ႔တာေပါ႔။ အားလံုးကို တစ္ခါတည္း မျပဳျပင္ႏိုင္တဲ႔အခါ တစ္ခုခ်င္းကို ေျဖးေျဖဆီ ျပဳျပင္ယူရတယ္။ ပိန္တဲ႔သူ တစ္ေယာက္ဟာ ဝဖို႔ ခက္ခဲသလို၊ ဝတဲ႔သူတစ္ေယာက္ဟာ ပိန္ဖို႔ ခက္ခဲသလို အရာအားလံုးဟာ ခ်က္ခ်င္း ေျပာင္းလဲမသြားဘူး။ ဒါေပမယ္႔ အရွိန္ရလာတဲ႔အခါ ေျပာင္းလဲမႈ အေနအထားက ျမန္ဆန္လာတယ္။ ရည္ရြယ္ခ်က္ေတြဟာ ျပန္ခိုင္မာလာတယ္။ အရာရာဟာ အဓိပၸာယ္ ျပန္ရွိလာတယ္။ ကိုယ္အရင္က မျမင္ႏိုင္ခဲ႔တဲ႔ အရာေတြကို ျမင္လာတယ္။ ဘယ္သူ႔မွ ကိုယ္႔ကို အားမေပးလည္း ကိုယ္႔ကိုကိုယ္ အားေပးတယ္။ စိတ္ဆင္းရဲစရာ ျဖစ္ေစႏိုင္တာေတြကို ႀကိဳးစား ပယ္ရွားတယ္။ မီးျဖစ္လာမယ္႔ မီးပြားေလးေတြကို ဂရုစိုက္တယ္။ ဒီလိုနဲ႔ ကိုႀကီးဟာ ကံေကာင္းေထာက္မစြာ လမ္းေၾကာင္းေပၚကို ျပန္ေရာက္လာခဲ႔တယ္။ တကယ္လို႔မ်ား အရင္ကအတိုင္းသာ ဆက္သြားေနမယ္ဆိုရင္ ဘဝဟာ ဆံုးရံႈးျခင္းေတြထဲမွာ၊ စိတ္ညစ္စရာေတြထဲမွာပဲ နစ္ျမဳပ္ေနေတာ႔မွာေပါ႔။ ဘဝဟာ မိဘက ေမြးခဲ႔ရက်ိဳး မနပ္ေအာင္ ျဖစ္ေနေတာ႔မွာေပါ႔။ ကိုႀကီး တတ္ထားတဲ႔ ပညာေတြလည္း ဆံုးပါးကုန္ေတာ႔မွာေပါ႔။ အခုေတာ႔ ကိုႀကီးရဲ႕ မနက္ျဖန္တိုင္းဟာ စိတ္ကူးေတြနဲ႔ ျပည္႔ေနတယ္။ ေမွ်ာ္လင္႔ခ်က္ေတြနဲ႔ ျပည္႔ေနတယ္။ ႀကိဳးစားမႈ အသီးအပြင္႔ေတြကိုလည္း ခံစားရတယ္။ ကိုယ္႔ကိုကိုယ္ ယံုၾကည္မႈေတြ ျပည္႔ဝလာတယ္။ ေလ႔လာခ်င္စိတ္ေတြ တိုးပြားလာတယ္။ အၾကံဥာဏ္ေကာင္းေတြလည္း ထြက္လာတယ္။

တကယ္ေတာ႔ ကံဆိုတာ တကယ္႔ကို အလုပ္ပဲ ညီမေလး။ အလုပ္ဆိုတာမွာ စိတ္ေရာ ကိုယ္ေရာကို ဆိုလိုတယ္။ လူက လုပ္ေနေပမယ္႔ စိတ္က မပါရင္ ဒါဟာ အလုပ္တစ္ခု မျဖစ္ႏိုင္ဘူး။ တခ်ိဳ႕လူေတြက ပိုက္ဆံေတြ လွဴေနၾကေပမယ္႔ သူတို႔စိတ္ထဲမွာ ေစတနာသံုးတန္ ျပည္႔စံုမႈ မရွိရင္ ဒါဟာ အလွဴလို႔ မေခၚႏိုင္ဘူး။ တခ်ိဳ႕လူေတြက အုတ္၊သဲ စတာေတြကို တာဝန္အရ ထမ္းေနေပမယ္႔ သူတို႔စိတ္ထဲမွာ ငါလုပ္ေနရတယ္ ငါလုပ္ေနရတယ္ ဆိုတာမ်ိဳးပဲ ျဖစ္ေနၿပီး ငါ႔လုပ္အားပါတဲ႔ ဒီအလုပ္ရဲ႕ ရလဒ္ဟာ ေကာင္းရမယ္ဆိုတဲ႔ စိတ္မ်ိဳး မရွိရင္လည္း ဒါမ်ိဳးက အက်ိဳးမေပးဘူး။ တခ်ိဳ႕က်ေတာ႔လည္း စိတ္ကူးေတြက ရွိေပမယ္႔ မလုပ္ခဲ႔ရင္ ဘာရလဒ္မွ ထြက္မလားဘူး။ ဒီေတာ႔ အလုပ္တစ္ခုကို ကိုယ္ေရာ စိတ္ပါ လုပ္ခဲ႔မယ္ဆိုရင္ ကံဆိုတဲ႔ ရလဒ္ဟာ ေကာင္းလာလိမ္႔မယ္။ အနည္းဆံုးေတာ႔ ပိုက္ဆံ ေငြေၾကး မရရင္ေတာင္ စိတ္နဲ႔ ကိုယ္ဟာ ဒီအလုပ္ထဲမွာ ႏွစ္ထားေတာ႔ တျခား မေကာင္းမႈေတြ မလုပ္ျဖစ္ေတာ႔ဘူး။ လုပ္ခ်ိန္လည္း မရေတာ႔ဘူး။ လုပ္ဖို႔လည္း မစဥ္းစား ႏိုင္ေတာ႔ဘူး။

ဒီေတာ႔ ညီမေလးရဲ႕ ဝမ္းနည္းေနတဲ႔ စိတ္ေတြကို ႀကိဳးစားၿပီး ေဖ်ာက္ပစ္လိုက္ေပါ႔။ ကာလၾကာရွည္စြာ ငိုေနရမယ္႔ မ်က္ရည္ေတြကို ျပင္းျပင္းထန္ထန္ ငိုလိုက္ၿပီး ကုန္ဆံုး ေစလိုက္ေပါ႔။ ကိုယ္ဆံုးရႈံးသြားတဲ႔ အရာေတြကို ျပန္သံုးသပ္ၿပီး ေနာက္တစ္ခါ ဒီလို မျဖစ္ေအာင္ ႀကိဳးစားေပါ႔။ ကိုယ္႔ဆီမွာ အားနည္းခ်က္ေတြ ရွိတာကိုသိရင္ အဲဒါေတြကို တစ္ခုခ်င္းစီ ျပဳျပင္ေပါ႔။ ဒီလိုဆိုရင္ ညီမေလးရဲ႕ ဘဝဟာ အရင္လိုပဲ ျပန္ၿပီး အဓိပၸာယ္ ရွိလာပါလိမ္႔မယ္။ ညီမေလးကို နာက်င္ေစသူေတြကို ႏွစ္ႏွစ္ၿခိဳက္ၿခိဳက္ ျပံဳးျပႏိုင္ေအာင္ ႀကိဳးစားပါ။ သူတို႔ဆီက အံ႔အားသင္႔ဖြယ္ရာ အမူအယာ တစ္ခ်ိဳ႕ကို ျမင္ေတြ႔ရလာတဲ႔အခါ ကိုယ္႔ကိုကိုယ္ ပိုနားလည္လာလိမ္႔မယ္။ ေလာကႀကီးမွာ ဘယ္သူ႔ကိုမွ ဘယ္သူက မရံႈးဘူး ညီမေလး။ ဘယ္သူကမွ ဘယ္သူ႔အေပၚမွာ အႏိုင္ရသြားတယ္ဆိုတာ မရွိဘူး။ ရံႈးသူတစ္ေယာက္အတြက္ အျမတ္ဆိုတာ ရွိတယ္။ ႏိုင္တယ္ဆိုတဲ႔သူမွာလည္း အရံႈးဆိုတာ ရွိတယ္။ ဒါေပမယ္႔ သာမန္ အေနအထားနဲ႔ေတာ႔ မရႏိုင္ဘူး။ အရံႈးထဲကေန စိတ္ဓာတ္ခြန္အားကို ေမြးျမဴရမယ္။ အဲဒီခြန္အားကေန အျမတ္ဆိုတာကို ရယူႏိုင္ရမယ္။ မီးဟာ နဲနဲပဲ ပူတဲ႔အခါ သံကို အရည္မေပ်ာ္ေစႏိုင္ဘူး။ ဒါေပမယ္႔ ျပင္းျပင္းထန္ထန္ ပူမယ္ ဆိုရင္ေတာ႔ ေရႊကိုေတာင္ အရည္ေပ်ာ္ေစႏိုင္တယ္။ ဒီလိုပဲ တစ္ခုခုကို ကိုယ္က ေအာင္ႏိုင္ခ်င္တဲ႔အခါ ျပင္းျပင္းထန္ထန္ လုပ္ရတယ္။ စိတ္ဓာတ္ကို ခိုင္မာေအာင္ ေဆာက္တည္ရတယ္။ ပူေလာင္ေနတဲ႔စိတ္ဟာ မၿငိမ္းခ်မ္းဘူး။ ကိုယ္တစ္ေယာက္တည္း မဟုတ္ဘူး အျခားသူေတြကိုလည္း ပူေလာင္ေစတတ္တယ္။ အဲဒီစိတ္ဟာ တည္ၿငိမ္ေအးျမသြားတဲ႔အခါ အရမ္းကို ေနလို႔ထိုင္လို႔ ေကာင္းလာမယ္။ အျပင္းအထန္ ခံစားမႈေတြ ေလ်ာ႔နည္းလာမယ္။ ျဖစ္ေလ႔ျဖစ္ထ ရွိတာေတြကို နားလည္လာမယ္။ ဆံုးရံႈးသြားတာေတြကို ေျဖသိမ္႔ႏိုင္လာမယ္။ ၿပီးေတာ႔ ကိုယ္မျမင္ေတြ႕ခဲ႔တဲ႔၊ ကိုယ္မရေတာ႔ဘူးလို႔ ထင္ခဲ႔တဲ႔ အရာေတြကိုလည္း ေနာက္ထပ္ ပံုစံတစ္မ်ိဳးနဲ႔ ျပန္ၿပီး ျမင္ေတြ႔လာလိမ္႔မယ္ဆိုတာ ကိုႀကီး ေသေသခ်ာခ်ာကို ေျပာရဲတယ္ ညီမေလး။

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2007-09-05T03:11:00.000+05:30

မအိပ္ခင္ေလး စိတ္တိုသြားတယ္

5th sept

2007-09-05T02:49:00.000+05:30

I am too tired today
I have been hectic in these days
The days are getting closed
Today , I bought a big hang bag with pearl color
Isnt nice?
yes It is :D
Tomorrow , I have to go many places with my mom and at night also.
I will gain weightttttttttttttttttt
coz I ate a lot at night in these three or four days
My mom said I am still useless as I am so childish
you know , SOMEONE comment me that I am so childish and being childish is a kind of useless
huh huh
I never forget that word
now My mom also told me like that
ahaaaaaa yeah I am useless and paw taw taw
so useless and idiot
once one of my sisters said , being called as " Nga Pyin " is actually so much peaceful even though the name is bad
coz the people called Nga Pyin no need to work too much te'
har har harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
Now My legs are like hit by something
so much painful
This morning I went for a walk to Rose Park which is not too closed to my house with my friend who is like my real sister
But this time is not the time of blossoming roses.
So I cant get the fresh smell of roses brought by slow breezes running to my face
Then we sit for a while in the park and we come back home
I didnt go back directly my home
I sit for a while at my friend's house and had breakfast there :D
" Ah Thote Sone and Bread with Coconut Milk "
After getting back home,I had to accompany with my mom to the markets
It took almost the whole day
But you know , going for shopping never make me boring :P
I even dont get sleepy hehee
But the Summer Discount time has already been over :(
so items are fresh arrival but expensive pot
I like to buy only 50 % discount items :D
The day before yesterday , I bought a nice shoe which has grey color attaching with a string to tie
I really love it
I think I should wear it on the day leaving for airport
I am so so so so sleepy nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee all
Never say good bye but you should say good bye to ur bad habbits :P

5th september

2007-09-05T02:36:00.000+05:30

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May you can fly till the end of universe!

Thanks !

Sorry,Blame It on Me - Akon

2007-09-01T23:03:00.002+05:30

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
And I realize that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that
I've done things that haven't occurred yet
and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags
Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though pops treated us like kings
He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief

I'm sorry that I grew up way to fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl trying to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn't anybody want to take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

And you can put that blame on me

special thank to Ma May for sending me this song.I really like this song .

Download

Real Bones of Buddha

2007-08-31T02:43:00.000+05:30

These bones of Lord Buddha are shown in public at the National Museum , New delhi.It is the place where you can find the history of India,Art ,Religions by ancient sculptures,statues and paint.Most of the art of Bagan were inherited from the style of Indian Art.They are almost same.The bones were found during the 1958-1962 excavation by noted archaeologist A.S. Altekar of a Buddhist monastery at Vaishaligarh, 35 kilometers from Patna.Patna is one of the states of India.According to official says, The bones of Lord Buddha were found in a casket made of a stone along with a gold plate, zinc coin and glass beads.
Various Buddhist organizations have objected to the keeping of the heritage in the museum and have instead proposed the creation of a special memorial in the Mahaboddhi Temple, at Bodhgaya in Bihar where the Buddha gained enlightenment.However,the Bihar government has however ruled that the museum is the safest place to store the relic. The state government has taken a decision to keep the (bones) in the museum considering its historical and religious importance.But from the side of Buddhism's view , I think this place is not really suitable for Bones as they are just placed in a specially designed room with tight security.Moreover, In the past,the tourists could view the bones after obtaining the special permission which include very complicated procedure from authorities as a tradition we always face in India. The Buddha bones were briefly opened for public view on January 12 2003.

If these Bones were found in our country , they would have been placed at the Pagoda or Temple.I know they are thinking our Buddha's bones and statues just as precious and ancient thing.That is.They even place the huge sculpture of Buddha at the start of the stair to the first floor.Once I saw the statue of Buddha at one Indian restaurant as a decoration item.Even in Bodgaya in Bihar State, they just wait the charity money from Buddhism coutries as Japan,Myanmar,Korea,Vietnam and Thailand to repair Buddha's buildings and temples instead of doing themselves.Even Hindu intruded into Buddha's places by building their temples.

>_<

2007-08-31T02:22:00.000+05:30

I am so sick for someone
I regret

၀ါေခါင္လျပည့္ေန့

2007-08-29T03:08:00.000+05:30

ဒီေန့ အဲ အခုက မနက္အေစာၾကီးဆုိေတာ့ မေန့ကလုိ့ ေျပာရမယ္။၀ါေခါင္လျပည့္ေန့ ေမတ္တာသုတ္ေတာ္ ရြတ္ဖတ္ရတဲ့ ေန့ပါ။အဲဒါေၾကာင့္ ျမတ္စြာဘုရားရဲ့ အရုိးေတာ္ပံုအစစ္ကို တင္ေပးပါတယ္ရွင္။အဲဒီအရိုးေတာ္ေတြက ဒီႏိုင္ငံရဲ့ ေရွးေဟာင္း ယဥ္ေက်းမႈျပတိုက္မွာ ေရွးေဟာင္းပစ္စည္း တစ္ခုအေနနဲ့ပဲ ထိန္းသိမ္းေစာင့္ေရွာက္ ထားခံရတာပါ။ဒါေပမယ့္ ဘယ္တတ္ႏိုင္မလဲ သူတုိ့ ႏိုင္ငံပိုင္ပဲ။ပုလ္လင္ေတာ္ နဲ့ ေက်ာင္းေဆာင္ေတာင္ ထုိင္းႏိုင္ငံ၀န္ၾကီးခ်ဳပ္ လွဴထားလုိ့ ရွိတာပါ။ေနာက္ေန့မွ အေသးစိတ္ ေရးေပးပါ့မယ္ေနာ္။ဆုေတာင္းတကယ္ျပည့္ပါတယ္ရွင္။က်မတို့ ျမန္မာႏိုင္ငံကိုသာ ဒီအရိုးေတာ္ေတြေရာက္လာခဲ့ရင္ အခုလုိျဖစ္မွာမဟုတ္ပါဘူး ။ဒီျပတိုက္မွာက ဘုရားရဲ့ ေရွးဆင္းတုေတာ္ေတြကိုလည္း စိတ္၀င္စားဖြယ္ရာ ရုပ္ထု တစ္ခုေလာက္ပဲ သေဘာထားျပတာပါ ။ ဒီအေၾကာင္းေတြကိုေတာ့ ေနာက္ေန့မွ ဆက္ေရးေတာ့မယ္ ။အခု သြားအိပ္ေတာ့မယ္ ။ဘာလုပ္ေနလဲဆိုေတာ့ ဘာမွ မလုပ္ေနပါဘူး ။ဟိုၾကည့္ဒီၾကည့္လုပ္လုိက္ ေနးတစ္ ၀င္ဖတ္လုိက္ေပါ့။

my creation :P

2007-08-28T21:36:00.000+05:30

Indian Shoes

2007-08-28T02:17:00.000+05:30

The Indian Shoe made of genuine Leather I bought last time when I went to Dilli Hat which is a market selling only Indian Souvenirs,handicrafts ,hand made fabrics,furnitures with carves and variety of Indian Traditional items.I have got two shoes,one is this shoe and another one has got golden brown color :D.

shoes are sold like that.We have both Man and Woman Shoes.Depending on the quality of shoes and design,prices are different.We have shoes with embroideries which are a little bit more expensive than the others.I am thinking to get one with embroideries but the designs available at this market is not that nice :D.We have to pick them out of these and we can try whichever shoe we like.One thing makes me inconvenient is the boys from that shop.Because boys have to help to the customer while trying the shoe.This is like the tradition.They pick up the shoe we point and then we just need to take off our shoe.Then they will even help to tie up the shoestrings :|.For the first time I tries some low heel shoe here,I felt so bad for being served like that.In our Myanmar tradition,boys never do like that .So it is weird for me seeing those Indian boys at shoes shops :D.

Which kinds of shoes I used to buy?
The one which is-

simple but must be nice
seems durable
price should be reasonable

The colors are always black,silver,white,grey ,light brown and some strange color like " Kyan Yay Yaung :D "
I buy only those colors.Indian Ladies favor Red,Dark Gold,Violet,Blue and Crazy colors :|.And they love the shoes with stones.I also love the heel or lady shoes with stones.But stones must not be too large :D.I have one black shoe with white crystals on it :D.

Here it is :D

I like it but heel is not very much liked.

Lady shoe with embroideries

unfortunately,the design of the heels of Indian Shoes are not really nice :(.Some heels are really out of date :D.So I have to go to many shops to get the one with nice heel.But I am not tired in this case hehe.

Here is my loveliest walking shoe :D.(off topic :P)

Now its color has changed a little bit after I washed it completely soaking in water :(
I never get back original pure white color
Ma shinmin suggested that we should use Shoe Clean Cream used for walking shoes only
Thanks for ur information Ma .

advanced bye bye

2007-08-27T03:38:00.000+05:30

I will be apart from MY BLOG from 7th of September.
Days are getting near.
I will be missing my blog and my Native.

ခ်စ္သူ

2007-08-27T03:20:00.000+05:30

ဘယ္အခ်ိန္ခါမဆို ထာ၀စဥ္ျပံဳးရႊင္
ေနတတ္တဲ့ ကိုယ့္ခ်စ္သူ
တစ္ခါ တစ္ခါ သူစိတ္တုိင္း မက်ေတာင္
အစဥ္အားေပးတတ္တဲ့သူ

ကိုယ္ေပ်ာ္ရင္ သူလည္းေပ်ာ္တယ္
ကိုယ္ငိုရင္ သူလည္း ငိုမယ္
တစ္ခါတစ္ေလမ်ား အျပင္ျပသနာေတြ
ယူလာမိ သူစိတ္မခ်မ္းသာေအာင္

ျပန္လည္ေတြးတုိင္း သနားလုိ့လာတယ္
ဘယ္သူနဲ့မွ မတူဘူး
အႏိုင္ယူတတ္တဲ့ ကိုယ့္တစ္ေယာက္ကိုကြယ္
ခြင့္လႊတ္ရင္း အျမဲဂရုစိုက္တတ္တယ္
ကိုယ့္ခ်စ္သူ...........

ဘယ္အခ်ိန္အခါမဆို
ကိုယ့္အနားမွာ
အစဥ္ရွိတဲ့ ကိုယ့္ခ်စ္သူ
ၾကာလာေလေလ ပိုခ်စ္လာေလ
တကယ္ျပည့္၀လြန္းတဲ့ သူရယ္

သူေပ်ာ္ဘုိ့ ေရွ့တန္းတယ္မယ္
ဒီသီခ်င္းေလးနဲ့ ကိုယ္ေတာင္းပန္မယ္
သူေနခ်င္တဲ့ ဘ၀မ်ိဳးမွာ အတူေနႏိုင္မို့
ကိုယ္ေလ ၾကိဳးစားမယ္

ဒီသီခ်င္းေလး သူ့အတြက္ဆိုမယ္
ၾကင္နာတတ္တဲ့ သူ့အေၾကာင္းေတြ

ျပန္လည္ေတြးတုိင္း သနားလုိ့လာတယ္
ဘယ္သူနဲ့မွ မတူဘူးး

အႏုိင္ယူမိတဲ့ ကိုယ့္တစ္ေယာက္ကိုကြယ္
ခြင့္လႊတ္ရင္း အျမဲဂရုစိုက္တတ္တယ္
ကိုယ့္ခ်စ္သူ

ဘယ္အခ်ိန္အခါမဆို
ထာ၀စဥ္ျပံဳးရႊင္ေနတတ္တဲ့ ကိုယ့္ခ်စ္သူ
တစ္ခါ တစ္ခါ သူစိတ္တုိင္း မက်ေတာင္
အစဥ္အားေပးတတ္တဲ့သူ

(the song I listened before I go to bed .I really like this song especially the lyric.)

...

2007-08-25T02:59:00.000+05:30

Today ..

I went to Ansal Plaza with my mom.I haven't been there for a moth.I used to go there with my friends before they have gone back.Ansal Plaza is the only shopping mall which is full of fun and well decorated big shopping mall here.There are a lot of nice shopping malls in Guargon.But its a bit far from here and it takes around 1 hour to get there.We have some other nice shopping malls here , but they are not as big as Ansal Plaza and only selected brands u can get there.
I ate very strawberry ice-cream big cap .It costs 120 rupees.It is costly but the taste is really nice and different from the other taste.But going out with mother is sometimes not fun.Because the items they interest to see and my interests are not same.So I missed my friends :( .

ok im sleepy and dont wanna write more.Dont know why.....

Online Jerk you should be careful

2007-08-24T13:24:00.000+05:30

သတင္းစာထဲက ဖတ္ရတာေလးပါ ။ ဖတ္ျပီးေတာ့ ရီလည္းရီခ်င္မိတယ္ ဗဟုသုတလည္း ရတယ္ထင္လုိ့ ျပန္တင္ထားတာပါ ။ INDIA မွာ Arrange Marriage က အရမ္းေခတ္စားေတာ့ သူတုိ့က တစ္ခုခုေရးတိုင္း Arrange Marriage ကို ရည္္ရြယ္ျပီးေရးေလ့ ရွိပါတယ္ ။ဥပမာ --- ေက်ာင္းတတ္တာက အစ ေယာက်္ားေလးရွင္ဘက္က သေဘာက်တဲ့ ဒီဂရီ စသည္ျဖင့္ အဲ့ဒီလုိ အုိင္ဒီယာေတြနဲ့ ေရးေလ့ ရွိပါတယ္။ခုေခတ္ေနာက္ပိုင္း လူငယ္ေတြကေတာ့ ကိုယ္ခ်စ္တဲ့သူနဲ့ပဲ ကိုယ္ေပါင္းမယ္ ကိုယ္ခ်စ္တဲ့သူကိုယ္ၾကိဳက္မယ္ အေတြးအေခၚရွိလာၾကေပမယ့္ အခုခ်ိန္ထိ INDIA ရဲ့ လူေနမႈ စနစ္မွာ မိဘက စပ္ဟပ္ေပးစားတဲ့ အေလ့အထက ၾကီးစိုးေနဆဲပါ။သတင္းစာမွာလည္း Matrimonial ဆိုျပီး သက္သက္ကို ပါပါတယ္ ။အြန္လုိင္းကေန ဒိတ္လုပ္ျပီး ရွာတာလည္း ရွိေနၾကပါေသးတယ္။ဒီမွာ ေခတ္လည္းစားပါတယ္။ပန္းပြင့္ေလး အတန္းထဲက သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြကေတာ့ သူတုိ့ခ်စ္သူေတြနဲ့ သူတို့ ကိုယ္စီရွိၾကပါတယ္ ။Arrange Marriage တုိ့ Dowry တုိ့ကို သူတုိ့လည္း မၾကိဳက္ၾကဘူး ။ဒါေပမယ့္ တခ်ိဳ့သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြကေတာ့ မိဘေပးစားတာပဲ ေစာင့္ယူမယ္တဲ့ ။အခုတင္ထားတဲ့ ပို့စ္ကလည္း အြန္လိုင္းကေန ဒိတ္လုပ္ရင္ သတိထားရမယ့္ အခ်က္ေတြပါ ။ေရးထားတာက India Society စတိုင္လ္ မို့လုိ့ ၾကိဳတင္ ေျပာထားတာပါ ရွင္ ။သူေရးထားတာေလးေတြက ဟုတ္ေတာ့ဟုတ္သား ။အြန္လုိင္းက ေယာက္်ားေတြရဲ့ သတိထားစရာ အခ်က္ေတြေပါ့ေနာ္ ... :D ။ဖတ္လုိ့ အစဥ္ေျပေအာင္ နည္းနည္းျပန္ေရးထားပါတယ္။တခ်ိဳ့စာသားေတြက ျမန္မာမ်က္စိနဲ့ ကန့္လန့္ျဖစ္ေနလုိ့ပါ ။

here u go ...

The way the author writing here is intended for India society and Indian girls for those who are interesting in online dating or who has online lover.
So here are some thoughts you need to be extra careful to avoid internet disasters :D or online Jerks :D.

Jerk1

He has all close-up photos of himself on his profile.Taken in soft-focus and different angles,this man is a megalomaniac and will not pay attention to anyone else but himself.

( that is really funny and thoughtful hehe .. most of indian young people use Orkut , like friendster and Hi5.)

Jerk2

Nothing in his profile can tell you anything about him.( Yeah , I agree with it.We should not accept any unknown friend request in friendster .Some people just try to add just for curious.)
Don't even try to find out.Either he is too busy or someone ( a wife , girlfriend) must have filled up his profile for him and when he gets friendship messages, he is secretly thrilled but doesn't have the time or resources to get involved.

Jerk3

The foolish ones will have photos and info about their spouse but will hint that they are looking for"friendship".The smart ones will omit that part.If a man's profile seems suspicious,just steer clear.And never go by photos,they may not even belong to him ,after all.( hehe that is funny)

Jerk4

Those who are not too happy about emailing and chatting but want you to call them on the phone and fix a place to meet.(I think these kinds of cases can happen in Chat Room.They are dangerous!!!!).Even before you have had a chance to figure out what he is all about.If he does not want to use the Internet to communicate,why set up a profile at all???Chances are he is looking ofr sex,not words,not poetry ,not music.Definitely not for those who are looking to meet the love of their lives here.

Jerk5

The Disgruntled lover(the online lover who didnt connect you for long time).When a man has had one too many bitter experiences in love,he has bound to be upset but cynicism about everything including you ,takes the cake :D.

Singer Shwe Htike and her new released Album's problem

2007-08-23T20:27:00.000+05:30

ဒီေန့ညေန ေက်ာင္းက ျပန္လာေတာ့ MRTV4 ကေန ေရႊထုိက္ရဲ့ အခုထြက္သြားတဲ့ ရႈးတုိးတုိး ၂၄ ဆိုတဲ့ အေခြနဲ့ ပတ္သက္လုိ့ အင္တာဗ်ဴးထားတာကို ၾကည့္လုိက္ရပါတယ္ ။ေရႊထုိက္ၾကည့္ရတာ စိတ္သိပ္မၾကည္လင္သလို ျဖစ္ေနတဲ့ ပံုေပၚေနပါတယ္ ။ ဒီလုိပါ ... ေရႊထုိက္ရဲ့ အခုထြက္သြားတဲ့ အေခြမွာသီခ်င္း ၁၇ ပုဒ္ပါပါတယ္တဲ့ ။ဒါေတြကေတာ့ သူကိုယ္တုိင္ ေသခ်ာျပင္ဆင္ျပီးဆုိထား တာပါတဲ့ ။ အဲဒီအေခြမွာ အဲဒီသီခ်င္းေတြအျပင္ အၾကမ္းထည္ ၃ ပုဒ္ထပ္ပါသြားပါတယ္တဲ့ ။ တစ္ပုဒ္က ေဒြးက သူ့အတြက္ လက္ေဆာင္ဆိုေပးထားတဲ့ ရင္ကြဲနာ ( သီခ်င္းနာမည္ မေသခ်ာပါရွင္ ) ဆိုလား သီခ်င္းကို ထုတ္လုပ္သူက ထည့္လုိက္ပါတယ္တဲ့ ။အမွန္က ေရႊထုိက္က ကိုသားၾကီးဆံုးသြားလုိ့ ဒီသီခ်င္းေလးကို ကိုသားၾကီးရဲ့ညီ သားညီအခုထုတ္ေတာ့မယ္ ေဒြးအမွတ္တရအေခြမွာ ထည့္ဖုိ့ ကိုသားၾကီးမိသားစုကိုလည္း ေျပာထားျပီးသားပါတဲ့ ။ကိုသားၾကီးရဲ့မိန္းမ မမုိးကိုလည္း အကုန္ရွင္းျပထားျပီးသားပါတဲ့။ထုတ္လုပ္သူကိုလည္း ကိုသားၾကီးဆုိထားေပးတဲ့ သီခ်င္း ၃ ပုဒ္လံုးကို မထည့္ဘို့ သူေသခ်ာေျပာထားတဲ့ ၾကားက အခုလုိ အေခြထဲမွာ ပါလာလုိ့ သူအရမ္းစိတ္မေကာင္းျဖစ္ပါတယ္တဲ့ ။အဲဒီသီခ်င္းေခြမွာ ပါသြားတဲ့ ေဒြးရဲ့သီခ်င္းကလည္း အၾကမ္းထည္သေဘာမ်ိဳးျဖစ္လုိ့ ပရိတ္သတ္ ရင္ထဲမွာ ေဒြးက ဒါမ်ိဳးျပီးစလြယ္ဆိုထားပါလားဆိုတာ မျဖစ္ေစခ်င္လုိ့ သူေသခ်ာ ေျပာထားခဲ့တာပါတဲ့ ။ေနာက္ အျဖဴေရာင္ သစ္စာ ဆိုလား သီခ်င္းကိုေတာ့ ေဒြးလည္း အေခ်ာဆိုျပီးသြားခဲ့တာမုိ့ ဒီသီခ်င္းကိုလည္း ေဒြးမိသားစုကိုပဲ ေပးမွာပါတဲ့ ။ စီစဥ္ထားတုန္းက သူအေခ်ာဆိုျပီးတဲ့ သီခ်င္း ၁၇ ပုဒ္ပဲ ပါမယ္လုိ့ သူသိထားတာပါတဲ့ ။ျပီးေတာ့ အဲဒီသီခ်င္းေတြအတြက္ သူ့မွာ အိတ္ထဲကလည္းစုိက္ အရမး္ကို အားထုတ္ထားခဲ့တာ အခုလုိ မေမွ်ာ္လင့္ပဲ အျမန္ေစာထြက္သြားတာ သူအရမ္းလည္း အံ့ၾသတယ္ သူကိုယ္တုိင္ေတာင္ မသိခဲ့ပါဘူးတဲ့ ။ျပီးေတာ့ သူစိတ္တုိင္းက် လုပ္ထားတာေတြကို မထည့္ဘဲ သူတုိ့ ထည့္ခ်င္တာေတြ ထည့္ထားလုိ့လည္း အရမး္စိတ္မေကာင္း ျဖစ္ေနပါတယ္တဲ့ ။အမွန္ေတာ့ ထုတ္လုပ္သူက ေဒြးေသသြားလုိ့ ေဒြးဆိုထားတဲ့ သီခ်င္းကို ထုတ္ခ်င္ေဇာနဲ့ သူ့အေခြကို အခုလုိ သတ္မွတ္ထားခ်ိန္ထက္ ေစာလုပ္လုိက္တာျဖစ္ေၾကာင္း သူကိုယ္တုိင္းလည္း ေတာ္ေတာ္ စိတ္မေကာင္းျဖစ္မိေၾကာင္း ကိုသားၾကီးသီခ်င္းကိုထည့္ထားတာလည္း သူ့အိုင္ဒီယာမဟုတ္ေၾကာင္း သူ့အေနနဲ့ ေဒြးမိသားစုကိုလည္း အရမ္းအားနာေၾကာင္း ေျပာသြားခဲ့ပါတယ္ ။မမိုးမုိးကေတာ့ ထုတ္လုပ္သူကို အဆုိပါ ကိစ္စနဲ့ ပတ္သက္လုိ့ သူဆီကို လာေရာက္ ေျဖရွင္းေစလုိေၾကာင္းနဲ့ ေရႊထုိက္ကိုလည္း နားလည္ေၾကာင္း ေျပာပါတယ္တဲ့ .......။ေရႊထုိက္ရဲ့ အခုထြက္သြားတဲ့ အေခြမွာ အျခားအဆိုေတာ္ အမ်ားအျပားနဲ့ KOOK အမွတ္တရ သီခ်င္းလည္းပါေၾကာင္း သိရပါတယ္ ။သူ့စိတ္တုိင္းက် အကုန္လုပ္ခုိင္းျပီး သူကိုယ္တုိင္ အရမ္းအားစုိက္လုပ္ထားတဲ့ အေခြ အခုလုိ ျဖစ္သြားလုိ့ ပရိတ္သက္ကိုလည္း အားနည္းခ်က္ေတြအတြက္ ေတာင္းပန္ေၾကာင္း MRTV 4 ကိုေျဖၾကားသြားခဲ့ပါတယ္ ။ ရဴးတုိးတုိး ၂၄ အေခြ ( ၂၃ လားမသိဘူး :D )ရွိသူမ်ားလည္း ပန္းပြင့္ေလးကို လက္တုိ့လုိက္ၾကပါဦးေနာ္ ။နားေထာင္ၾကည့္ခ်င္လုိ့ပါ ။

dun worry

2007-08-23T14:05:00.000+05:30

dont worry
I wont come

thanks!

Nobody's Home - Avril Lavigne

2007-08-23T13:25:00.000+05:30

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

2007-08-23T09:39:00.000+05:30

if someone treat me like forcing me , my mind is already turned to opposite of that one.

My Current Mood ....

2007-08-23T03:14:00.001+05:30

2007-08-23T02:53:00.000+05:30

နင္လည္း နင့္အိမ္ျပန္သင့္ျပီ
ငါလည္း ငါ့အိမ္ျပန္ေတာ့မည္

အခ်ိန္ဇယားနဲ့ ခ်စ္
အခ်ိန္ဇယားနဲ့ ေတြ့
အခ်ိန္ဇယားနဲ့ ခြဲခြါရဦးမည္

လိုင္ဘရီထဲက မ်က္ရည္စမ်ားသည္
နင့္အား သက္ေသျပဦးမည္

စာၾကည့္စားပြဲမွတဆင့္ ဘီရိုထဲ သိမ္းမည္
ခုိင္ခံတဲ့ ေသာ့ေတြခတ္ထားမည္

ရင္ဘတ္ထဲက အခ်စ္သံစဥ္မ်ားသည္
ဂီတာတီးရင္း ပန္းလုိေၾကြက်သည္

2007-08-23T02:43:00.001+05:30

အိပ္ေတာ့မယ္
စာေတြကလည္း မ်ားတယ္
ဇက္ေၾကာလည္းတက္တယ္
ျပီးေတာ့ ကတိလည္း မတည္ဘူး ဟင္းးးးးးးးးးးးးးးးးးး
ေတာ္ျပီ
အေရးထဲ စာလုပ္ေနပါတယ္ဆိုမွ သူငယ္ခ်င္းက လာရစ္ေသးတယ္
ဒီအခ်ိန္မွ မလုပ္ရင္ အိပ္ခါနီးမွ လုပ္ရမွာလား
ျပီးေတာ့ တခ်ိဳ့လူေတြ ေျပာျပီးကတိမတည္လုိ့ စိတ္တုိရေသးတယ္
စာလုပ္ေနတာပဲ ေကာင္းပါတယ္
စိတ္တိုလုိ့ လုပ္ထားသမွ်ေတြ ေမ့ကုန္ဦးမယ္
အလကား အာပလာေတြပဲ
အေျပာကေတာ့ ေရႊမန္းတင္ေမာင္ ရံႈးတယ္
ျပီးေတာ့ ဟုတ္တာလည္း မဟုတ္ဘူး
ယံုလြယ္တာ ငါ့အမွားေပါ့
မနက္ျဖန္ တေန့လံုး လံုး၀ပဲ ..............
ျပန္ခါနီးမွပဲ လာေတာ့မယ္
စိတ္အေႏွာင့္အယွက္ေလးတစ္ခုလည္း ျဖစ္လုိက္ရေသးတယ္
ကိုယ့္ဟာကိုယ္ ေအးေအးေဆးေဆးေလး ေနလည္း မရပါလားေနာ္ ... ဘ၀ ဘ၀ ဘ၀ ။

Unknown Flower's Expiration

2007-08-20T01:51:00.001+05:30

Finally , A flower has dried before the right time due to lack of encouragement.She didn't get enough water supplied and sunlight.None is aware of her Death.Her petals are falling onto ground one by one and her color is fading out day by day.Nothing will remain last.

:(

2007-08-19T20:48:00.000+05:30

မေန့ကတည္းက ဖ်ားခ်င္တင္တင္ ျဖစ္ေနတာ
ဒီေန့ ညေနမွာေတာ့ တကယ္ကိုဖ်ားသြားပါတယ္
ဖ်ားတာထက္ ေခါင္းကိုက္တာ ပိုမယ္ထင္တယ္
ငါးသေလာက္က စလုိက္တဲ့ ဇာတ္လမ္းပဲ
အိုက္လုိ့ အဲယားကြန္းေတြလည္း အလြန္အကြ်ံဖြင့္ထားမိတယ္
ေဆးေသာက္ဦးမယ္
အေမ ေပးထားတာ မနက္ကတည္းက ေသာက္ဖုိ့စဥ္းစားတာ အခုမွ
တခါတေလ ကိုယ့္ေခါင္းကိုယ္ေတာင္ ျပန္ေခါက္ခ်င္လာတယ္
နွာေတြလည္းမႊန္ေနတယ္

The Mountain Story

2007-08-19T13:25:00.000+05:30

A son and his father were walking on the mountains. Suddenly, his son falls, hurts himself and screams: "AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

To his surprise, he hears the voice repeating, somewhere in the mountain:

"AAAhhhhhhhhhhh!!!"

Curious, he yells: "Who are you?"

He receives the answer: "Who are you?"

Angered at the response, he screams: "Coward!"

He receives the answer: "Coward!"

He looks to his father and asks: "What's going on?"

The father smiles and says: "My son, pay attention."

And then he screams to the mountain: "I admire you!"

The voice answers: "I admire you!"

Again the man screams: "You are a champion!"

The voice answers: "You are a champion!"

The boy is surprised, but does not understand.

Then the father explains: "People call this ECHO, but really this is LIFE. It gives you back everything you say or do. Our life is simply a reflection of our actions.
If you want more love in the world, create more love in your heart.

If you want more competence in your team, improve your competence.This relationship applies to everything, in all aspects of life; Life will give you back everything you have given to it."

"YOUR LIFE IS NOT A COINCIDENCE. IT'S A REFLECTION OF YOU!"

Unknown Author

Tonight Diary

2007-08-19T03:06:00.000+05:30

After arriving from going outside with my parents,I got really tired.We had dinner after 9:30 pm.So how I can stand till that time to have dinner :D.Yes,It is the Indian dinner time.But for me I hardly have dinner and If i have dinner,I have it around 6 pm.Because I am worry to get fats and weights coz of eating at late night.The Digestion wont work well at night.So all the facts and calories you have eaten can't not burn well and then you gonna get extra LB :P.But as a invited guest,I couldn't complain them I am so hungry .So I just kept eating Starters and Snacks and Chicken Kabad with Guava juice.Foods were ok but they are more similar to indian curries like putting too much paste and some of vegetables got pasted before being fried.I really cant eat those pasted vegetable fried curries.In my eyes,It looks like disgusting.I know I should not tell like that.We also eat " Nga Pi " which is very smelly in Foriegn People Nose :D.And " Pickled Tea " also.But they are my traditional food and I have been familiar with those foods.So I tried only fried rice and Lady finger fried and Cucumber and Carrot.Lady finger fried was ok except the chili put in the curry got over fried(it color has turn to black instead of red :D).But one thing made me HAPPY was I got a gift from them *-*.It was Nipalian Knife.
Take a look

The one I got is covered with Red Metal.Not this one.This is theirs :D.

After Dinner,I had chocolate forest cake and Vinalla ice-cream as dessert.I liked it :D.It was tasty.That time I forgot to control my fats hehee.

When I got home,I was about to rain and it was windy at outside.So breeze came to hit my face and I think I got a little bit relief from my headache.

Now It is raining and thundering outside.Not only at outside .. but in my ................ also.Woww I am too dramatic now .. haha..

Ok then I gonna sleep now .. Have a sweet dream with RAIN PPL :P...No one wont be allowed to come into my dream EXCEPT RAIN :D.

...

2007-08-18T18:42:00.000+05:30

ငါးသေလာက္ဆီျပန္ဟင္း စားျပီး ေခါင္းေတြကုိက္ေနတယ္
ဒါေတာင္ ခ်က္ထားတာ ခရမ္းခ်ဥ္သီးေလးနဲ့
နည္းနည္းပဲ စားတာကို ေခါင္းကိုက္သြားတယ္
နဂိုကတည္းက အငံေတြ စားလြန္းအားၾကီးလုိ့လားေတာ့ မသိဘူး
ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက ဟင္းဆုိ ေပါ့ရင္ လံုး၀မစားတတ္ဘူး
အဲဒါေန့လည္က ငါးသေလာက္ဟင္းရယ္ ခ်ဥ္ေပါင္းရြက္ကိုပုဇြန္နဲ့ စပ္စပ္ေလးေၾကာ္ထားတာကို စားလုိက္တာမွာ
ေခါင္းေတြ ကိုက္လာတယ္
အေမက ေဆးေသာက္ခိုင္းတာကို ထံုးစံတမ္း ဘုကလန့္ဂြစာလုပ္ျပီး သံပုရာရည္သြားေသာက္လုိက္တယ္
အမွန္က အက်င့္ကိုက မေကာင္းတာ
ေဆးဆိုလည္း အတင္းေခ်ာ့တုိက္တာကိုပဲ ခံခ်င္တယ္
ေခါင္းကိုက္လုိ့ သံပုရည္ေသာက္လုိက္ျပီး ပိုအိပ္ခ်င္လာတယ္
အိပ္လုိက္တယ္
အိုက္လုိ့ အဲယားကြန္းဖြင့္ျပီး အိပ္မိတယ္
ႏိုးလာေတာ့ အခုေခါင္းေတြ အရမ္းကိုက္ေနတယ္
မူးေနတယ္
အျပင္သြားရဦးမယ္
မသြားခ်င္ဘူးးးးးးးးးးးးးးး

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2007-08-17T14:06:00.000+05:30

Out of the Blue - MLTR

2007-08-17T12:53:00.000+05:30

I was almost about to lose my faith
Was still dreaming but feared it was too late

But then you came along to my surprise
And stole my heart before my very eyes

Chorus:
You took me right out of the blue
Simply by showing that you love me too
Only by giving me your everything
With a love so true you took me out of the blue

I was wondering what love was all about
I was trying but couldn’t work it out

But then you came along to my surprise
And made my frozen mind come alive

Chorus:
You took me right out of the blue
Simply by showing that you love me too...

You let me out of the darkness
You brought me out in the sun
I think you must be the only one for me
’cos you took me

Chorus:
Right out of the blue
Simply by showing that you love me too
Only by giving me your everything
Breathing air below my wings
You took me right out of the night
Simply by filling my heart with light
Only by giving me your energy
With a love so true you took me out of the blue

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ဒီသီခ်င္းေလးကို အဲလက္စ္က"အေမွာင္ထဲက ခ်စ္သူမ်ား" ဆိုျပီး ျပန္ဆိုခဲ့တယ္ ။ သူဆိုထားတာလည္း ေကာင္းပါတယ္ ။ဒါေပမယ့္ မူရင္းအဂၤလိပ္သီခ်င္းရဲ့ အဓိပ္ပါယ္ေလးနဲ့ သံစဥ္ကိုေတာ့ ပိုၾကိဳက္တယ္။ဒီေန့ တစ္မနက္လံုး ဒီသီခ်င္းေလးကိုပဲ နားေထာင္ေနမိတယ္ ။ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက ၾကိဳက္တဲ့ သီခ်င္းဆို တစ္ပုဒ္တည္းကိုပဲ အၾကာၾကီးဖြင့္ထားတတ္တယ္ ။ၾကာလာေတာ့ ေဘးက လူေတာင္ နားျငီးလာတယ္ ။ဟားဟား ။ကိုၾကီးရွိတုန္းကဆို နင့္ သီခ်င္းဘယ္ႏွစ္ေခါက္ ေက်ာ့ေနလဲဆုိတာ နင္သတိထားမိရဲ့လားတဲ့။ေဘးက ငါေတာင္ ေတာ္ေတာ္ အျမင္ကတ္လာျပီတဲ့ ။:D

Myanmar Ringtone

2007-08-17T00:50:00.000+05:30

LOL

so funny Myanmar ringtone
Here u go
The voice is even more disgusting :D

My current Mode ..

2007-08-16T15:40:00.001+05:30

2007-08-15T20:17:00.000+05:30

သူသိပ္ခ်စ္လြန္းေတာ့ ကြ်န္ေတာ့အတြက္ စိတ္ပိန္ရတယ္
သူဂရုစိုက္လြန္းေတာ့ ကြ်န္ေတာ့အတြက္ မလြတ္လပ္ဘူးတကယ္

ဘယ္လုိလုပ္ရမလဲ
ကြ်န္ေတာ္ မခ်စ္ႏိုင္ဘူး

သူ့ရင္ထဲက ဘာေတြ ဘယ္လုိ ခံစားေန
ကြ်န္ေတာ္ မသိခ်င္

သူ့ခ်စ္စကားမ်ား ဘာဘာညာညာ
ကြ်န္ေတာ္မၾကားခ်င္

သူ့စိတ္ကူးမ်ား ဘာေတြ ဘယ္လုိ ေမွ်ာ္လင့္ေန
ကြ်န္ေတာ္ မသိခ်င္

ဘယ္လုိလုပ္ရမလဲ
ကြ်န္ေတာ္ မခ်စ္ႏိုင္ဘူး ...။

2007-08-15T01:57:00.000+05:30

ငါမွားေနလား ....။

for you..

2007-08-13T15:27:00.000+05:30

What kind of person you are???

You love to love ?

or

You love to be loved?

Eot

2007-08-13T15:11:00.000+05:30

"Eot" at my blog is still not ok :| because the bottom part of my " Zaw Gyi " font is not shown.
I need to adjust padding of font I think .
but the one who told me to help change fontst still doesn't help me.

My English Level :(

2007-08-13T14:57:00.000+05:30

The thing making me upset currently is my English level .
My English level has been decreasing day by day.
I didnt study too much both Computing subjects and English in these days as I was playing game all the time.
After reading some blogs written in English,I have realized how I am poor in English.
There are only two languages I love .

First - My Mother Language ( Burmese )
Second - English

By the way I got 72 marks for Myanmar in 10 grade :D.
If my Essay was good and perfect , then I would have got Distinction in Myanmar.
I still remember that Essay title " ရိုးရိုးက်င့္ ျမင့္ျမင့္ၾကံ "
I was so exciting in exam room as it was the very first day of my 10 grade exam at National level.
So I was not able to control my anxieties and worries.

Love and Attachment

2007-08-13T14:49:00.000+05:30

I wanna know the difference between " Love " and " Attachment" exactly.

Attachment could be Love ?
Love can be evolved from Attaching someone so much ?

I am confusing.

My future

2007-08-13T12:58:00.000+05:30

My future is not still sure.But I know I can make it to be sure.It will probably difficult for me to do but I will keep going for that way.If like is so easy for me,then it will be boring like the game which is so easy to get highest level haha.After playing online game,what thinking I got is that if that game is so easy , then we can win easily and it becomes boring and I just left that game.There is no more exciting.But if the game is full of tricks and difficulties then it will be exciting for me.Life is like that .. haha .. I think.But now I have quit from gaming.After addicting gaming for few days ( around 20 days) I came to know it's good for the purpose of relaxing only.It should not disturb my studies and works.Thats why I quit.But thinking in good way , gaming can raise ur intelligence level up.But don't play too much.We should be in MIDDLE status in any case as our Buddha said.My futer is still blur blur blur , but I will try.I gonna devote all my times and my efforts for my life.That is my duty which is for myself only.My determination must be strong otherwise my dreams will be looking like a building without well built foundation.

Today Thoughts

2007-08-13T12:19:00.000+05:30

What is the meaning of LIFE?

Fighting?
Struggling?
Choosing?

Is the meaning of Happiness and Peace same?
My answer - No

For Happiness, Happiness and Sadness are always together.You can't laugh always .Thats why it's said " Laugh first , cry later".

For Peace, you feel satisfy your life.But it means both for life which is perfect and not perfect.Perfection is just defined by yourself.It depends on how do u measure ur life as perfect life.The more you need , the more difficult to find Peace.

Those are what I am thinking right now .Today , I woke up around 9 :30 am :D.I know its a bit late to wake up.But I went to bed lately last night.I was talking with my friend on gtalk.We had a good chat haha ...Before that I was reading my SQL ebook .But I think when I study or read next time, I had better close my internet plug :D.Otherwise,I cant control my hands not to click here and there.So my concentration on my studies became lesser and my intellectuality has been low :(.

And I have been apart from my blog for some days as I am not in good mood to write blog.But this doesn't mean I am in bad mood .After thinking deeply, I have realized the way I think the world will be the way I feel in present.The way I think myself will be the way what kind of person I am.My life is not that bad or full of struggles,but sometimes I feel I am not happy in this life and I wanna run away from all .All means everything and everybody.I didn't commit in any crime cases ( :D ) , but I wanna run away.Sometimes I wanna be a deaf to keep away from hearing all those voices I hate.

Staying in a Island where there is not human being seems like so peaceful.You may be a lonely,but Loneliness is better in some cases.You may think holding a hand of ur love will be till the last.But in this world , there is anything we can hold forever .The wealthy, beauty , happiness,name ,etc , all the things we are having currently will be gone one day.Finally,we will die one day leaving with all those things we had.

Even though you have two houses,you can stay only at one house now.
Even though you have two cars,you can drive only one car at present.
Even though you have many clothes, you can dress only one suit.
Even though you are so beautiful, there are so many people who are more beautiful than you all over the world.
Even though you are so intelligent, the more intelligent people will be appeared sooner or later.

I knew I love you before I met you

2007-08-13T11:54:00.000+05:30

Maybe it's intuition
but some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
And there it goes,
I think I found my best friend
I know that it might sound
more than a little crazy
but I believe...

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see
the missing pieces I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound
more than a little crazy
but I believe...

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I've found you

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

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I like this song so much as the lyric has been so romantic.

I knew I love you before I met you ........................!

My New Blog

2007-08-13T00:59:00.000+05:30

My New Blog " NwayLayyue "
Check it out.
I am looking forward your criticisms :).

2007-08-06T14:23:00.001+05:30

Happy Friendship Day !

2007-08-05T02:38:00.000+05:30

Hi All friends

Happy Friendship Day !!!

Today , August 5 is Happy Friendship Day
I wish all the friends from Native Myanmar Forum will be happy and Love each other more and more

I miss all my old friends and my 3 best friends

ဒီေန့ August 5 ရက္ေန့ဟာ Happy Friendship Day ျဖစ္ပါတယ္ရွင္။ သူငယ္ခ်င္းဆိုတာ ဘ၀မွာ မရွိမျဖစ္လုိအပ္တဲ့ ရတနာေလး တစ္ပါးလိုပါပဲ ။ ခ်စ္သူရည္းစားေတြဆိုတာ အခ်ိန္မေရြးျပတ္သြားႏိုင္ပါတယ္ ။ ဒါေပမယ့္ သူငယ္ခ်င္းကေတာ့ တစ္သက္လံုး ထာ၀ရ အေဖာ္မြန္ျဖစ္သြားမွာပါ ။ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးရဲ့ အျပင္ေလာကက သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြ အားလံုးနဲ့ ဘေလာခ့္က သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြအားလံုးလည္း ေပ်ာ္ရႊင္ဖြယ္ သူငယ္ခ်င္းမ်ား ေန့က စလုိ့ ေနာင္လာမည့္ ရက္ေတြတုိင္း ေပ်ာ္ရႊင္မႈေတြနဲ့သာ ၾ႕ကံဳရပါေစလုိ့ ဆုေတာင္းလုိက္ပါတယ္ ။ ေက်ာင္းေတာ္တုန္းက သူငယ္ခ်င္း သံုးေယာက္ကိုလည္း သိပ္သတိရမိပါတယ္ ။အတန္းထဲက သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြကိုလည္း အရမ္းသတိရပါတယ္ ။ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေကာင္းေလး တစ္ေယာက္ကိုလည္း သတိရမိတယ္ ။ ေပ်ာ္ရႊင္ေသာ နိးထျခင္းနဲ့ အတူ မနက္ခင္းတုိင္းကို ပိုင္ဆိုင္ရပါေစလုိ့ သူငယ္ခ်င္းမ်ားအားလံုးကို ဆုမြန္ေကာင္းေတာင္းေပးပါတယ္ ရွင္ ။

A Poem for Friend

You're never alone, I'm always near,
When your troubled, down or blue.
All you have to do is call me,
I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,
It doesn't matter when.
When you need someone to talk to,
I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,
or a hug to say I care.
If you need a shoulder to cry on,
for you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,
when the weight gets to be to much.
You might find if look hard enough,
a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone, I'm always here,
through the good times and the bad.
I'm always here to be your friend,
I don't like to see you sad.

2007-08-02T16:51:00.000+05:30

The one

2007-07-27T12:42:00.000+05:30

The one - Lee So Jung

When I saw you for the first time
I knew you are the one

You didnt say a word to me
but love was in the air

Then you held my hand
pull me into ur world

From then in my life has changed for good
Now I never feel lonely again

Because u r in my life
Love how can I explain to you
the way I feel inside when I think of u

I thank you for everything that you showed me
Dont you ever forget that I love you

Love ..I know that Someday really soon
you will be right next to me
Holding me so tight
So I will always be yours

Although we cant be together now
Remember , I am here for you
When I know you there for me

Whenever I long to be with you
I just close my eyes and pretend you are here
I see you I touch you I feel you like real
Nothing cant ever changed what I feel inside

How long must I be far away from you
I dont know Dear but I know we are the one

There may be some errors in the lyric as I just listened it and wrote down it :D.
This song is from the korea drama FRIEND which is so romantic.I like this song very much . This video has been put once when my blog has just created.Now this is again ....I just like it >>>

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2007-07-27T01:27:00.000+05:30

ေနာက္ရက္ေတြမွာ ပန္းပြင့္ေလး ခရီးသြားဖူးတဲ့ ျမိဳ့ေတြအေၾကာင္း ေရးတင္ပါ့မယ္ :)
ၾကိဳတင္ေရးထားတာပါ ..။
အခုေတာ့ ေနးတစ္မွာ သရဲအေၾကာင္း ေရးျပီးသကာလ ၾကက္သီးေတြထလာျပီး စိတ္ေျခာက္ျခားလာလုိ့ ဆက္မေရးနိုင္ေတာ့ဘူး။

I am sick :(

2007-07-27T01:15:00.000+05:30

ဒီေန့ ေနမေကာင္းျဖစ္သြားတယ္
အတန္းထဲက အဲယားကြန္းကလည္း ေအးစိမ့္ေနတာပဲ
ေႏြရာသီမွာေတာင္ ေက်ာင္းသြားရင္ ႏွစ္ထပ္၀တ္သြားရတယ္
ေအာ္ဒီမွာမ်ားက်ေတာ့လည္း မီးေတြေကာင္းေနလုိက္တာ
အမွန္က မနက္ကတည္း ျဖစ္ခ်င္ေနတာ
မဟုတ္ဘူး မွားလုိ့ မေန့ေတြကတည္းက ဖ်ားသင့္ေနတာ
အခုကြန္ပ်ဴတာထားတဲ့ စားၾကည့္ခန္းက အဲယားကြန္းက ပ်က္သြားပါတယ္
အဲ့ေတာ့ ပန္ကာကို အလြန္အကြ်ံ တ၀ွီး၀ွီးေနေအာင္ ဖြင့္ထားမိတယ္
ေမေမကေတာင္ လာဆူတယ္
ပိတ္ျပန္ေတာ့လည္း ေသေအာင္ ပူတယ္ေလ
အဲ့ဒါက လြန္ခဲ့တဲ့ ႏွစ္ရက္ေလာက္ကတည္းက ဖြင့္ေနတာ
ဒီေန့လည္းက်ေရာ ေက်ာင္းက ျပန္လာလာခ်င္း အခန္းထဲမွာ အဲယားကြန္းဖြင့္ျပီး ေစာင္မျခံဳပဲ အိပ္မိတယ္
ညေနခင္းဘက္ အိပ္မိတာလည္းပါမယ္
မ်က္လံုးေတြလည္း ကိုက္ေနတာ မနက္ကတည္းက
ျပန္ႏိုးလာေတာ့ တစ္ကိုယ္လံုး ကိုင္ရိုက္ခံထားရသလား ေအာက္ေမ့တယ္
ေျခေတြလက္ေတြ ကိုက္ခဲေနတာပဲ
ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက ငယ္ငယ္တည္းက အက်င့္ရွိတယ္
ညဘက္ကို စကတ္အတိုေလးနဲ့ ညနက္တဲ့အထိ ေနမိရင္ ေျခေထာက္ေတြကိုက္လာေရာ
အခုလည္း ေစာင္မျခံဳပဲ အိပ္ေပ်ာ္သြားမိလုိ့ ျဖစ္မယ္
ညစာကလည္း မစားဆိုေတာ့ ပိုဆိုးေရာ
အဲဒါနဲ့ပဲ ေကာ္ဖီ နဲ့ လြယ္လြယ္ကူကူလုပ္ရတဲ့ ၾကာဇံထုပ္ေလး ေဖ်ာ္စားလုိက္တယ္ :D

အျပစ္မတင္ရက္ေတာ့ပါ -

2007-07-24T03:15:00.000+05:30

ေနာက္ထပ္လာခ်င္ လာပါ မထူးဆန္းေတာ့ပါ
ႏွလံုးသားထဲမွာ ဒီဒဏ္ရာေတြဟာ
၀ဋ္ရွိလုိ့သာ ခံစားခဲ့ရတာ
ဘယ္သူ့ကိုမွလည္း အျပစ္မတင္ရက္ေတာ့ပါ ..။။။

အိပ္မရတဲ့ညေတြ မ်ားလုိ့ငါ
ဦးေနွာက္ပ်က္
မနက္မထႏိုင္
ပ်င္းရိတဲ့ ဘ၀အတိုင္း
မင္းသိတဲ့ ငါ့စတိုလ္
မင္းဘက္ကုိ ငဲ့ညာဘုိ့ေျပာ
ငါ့ပံုစံေျပာင္းမယ္ထင္လား
မင္းပိုျပီးရြဲ့လာလုိ့ေကာ
အေျခအေနက အလြဲေတြပဲျဖစ္
မုိးေတြလုိ သည္းေနခဲ့ရင္း
မင္းေဘးနား ငါရွိေနလည္း
ငါ့ကိုခ်စ္တယ္ဆိုလည္း
ဖုန္းထဲရွာတဲ့ ျပသနာေတြေျပာ............။

အဲဒီသီခ်င္းေလးကို ၾကိဳက္တယ္။

အခ်စ္ခံရသူမ်ား .. :D

2007-07-23T03:16:00.000+05:30

ကလိမ္ကက်စ္

အငတ္

ေသာက္ေသာက္စားစား လူ့ရမ္းကား

ငတို

ကေလးလုိလုိေခြးလိုလို

ငၾကြား

ငေပြး

why?

2007-07-23T03:08:00.000+05:30

I dont wanna blame on anyone . Just blame on myself only for being a human.

Kal Har Kal Har!!!

Hinnn.No present in the boxx::'( .How poor I am .eheee

I wanna cry I wanna cry.Why things happened to me only???Why i have to think these cases I can't do anything and they are not my concern.Tears come out always :(

Funny Bean -1

2007-07-23T02:18:00.000+05:30

I am sure you will smile at least after seeing these pics :D.I am a fan of Mr.Bean but my mom , my dad and my ko gyi (brother) don't like him as they think his acting without voice is not funny and disgusting at all hehee . But I like him :D.

ေက်ာင္းတက္တုန္းက အမွတ္တရ .

2007-07-21T16:36:00.000+05:30

မေန့က အမွတ္မထင္ ဘေလာခ့္ေတြေလွ်ာက္ဖတ္ေနရင္း ေတာင္ၾကီးျမိဳ့အေၾကာင္း ေရးထားတဲ့ ဘေလာခ့္တစ္ခုကို ဖတ္လုိက္ရပါတယ္ ။ ေသခ်ာလည္း ဖတ္ၾကည့္လုိက္ေရာ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေဟာင္းေတြကိုလည္း ျပန္ေတြ့ရပါတယ္ ။ အရမ္းကို ၀မ္းသာမိပါတယ္ ။ ေနာက္ျပီး ဂ်ဴနီယာအတန္းက ညီမေလး တစ္ေယာက္ရဲ့ ဘေလာခ့္ကိုလည္း ဖတ္လုိက္ရပါေသးတယ္ ။ ေပ်ာ္စရာၾကီး ။ ေက်ာင္းတုန္းက အေၾကာင္းေတြေရးထားေတာ့ ေက်ာင္းေတာ္ၾကီးကိုလည္း သတိရမိတယ္ ။ ေတာထဲက ေက်ာင္းေလးေပမယ့္ ေပ်ာ္စရာအျပည့္နဲ့ ခင္မင္စရာေကာင္းတဲ့ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြရွိတဲ့ ေက်ာင္းေလးပါ ။ အဲဒီဘေလာခ့္မွာ ေရးထားတာေတြ ဖတ္ျပီး ေတာင္ၾကီးကိုေတာင္ ျပန္ခ်င္လာတယ္ ။ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက ေတာင္ၾကီး ကြန္ပ်ဴတာ တက္ကသိုလ္ ( အခုမွ တက္ကသိုလ္ျဖစ္သြားတာပါ ။ အရင္တုန္းက ေကာလိပ္ပါ ။)မွာ သံုးႏွစ္ေက်ာ္ေလးႏွစ္ နီးပါး ေက်ာင္းတက္ခဲ့တာပါ ။ ေတာင္ၾကီးက ကိုယ့္ဇာတိမဟုတ္ေပမယ့္ ကိုယ့္ျမိဳ့လုိပဲ ခံစားရပါတယ္ ။ အရမ္းလည္း သန့္ရွင္း အစားအေသာက္ေတြကလည္းစံုျပီး လွလည္းလွတဲ့ ျမိဳ့ပါ ။ အေျခအေနတစ္ခုအရ ေတာင္ၾကီးကြန္ပ်ဴတာမွာ ေက်ာင္းတက္လုိက္ရတာပါ ။ ေက်ာင္းက ေတာင္ၾကီးရတယ္လည္းဆုိေရာ ကိုယ္တစ္ခါမွလည္း မေနဘူး အလည္ေတာင္ မေရာက္ဘူးတဲ့ ျမိဳ့မို့လုိ့ စေရာက္ေရာက္ခ်င္းတုန္းက အနည္းငယ္ ေၾကာက္မိပါတယ္ ။ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြကေရာ ကိုယ္ေနခဲ့ဖူးတဲ့ ျမိဳ့ေတြကလုိ ခင္စရာေကာင္းပါ့မလားလုိ့ ထင္မိတယ္ ။ တကယ္တန္းလည္း ေနၾကည့္လုိက္ေရာ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြကလည္း ခင္မင္စရာေကာင္း ျမိဳ့ကလည္း သန့္ရွင္းသပ္ရပ္ျပီး လွပေနခ်င္စဖြယ္ေကာင္းတယ္ဆုိတာ သိလာရပါတယ္ ။ ေက်ာင္းစစခ်င္း တက္တဲ့ ေန့ေလးကို မွတ္မိေနေသးတယ္ ။ ေတာင္ၾကီးမွာ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက အေဆာင္ေနခဲ့ရပါတယ္ ။ မိဘေတြက ေတာင္ၾကီးျမိဳ့မွာ မဟုတ္ပါဘူး ။ ကံေကာင္းခ်င္ေတာ့ ကိုယ္ေနမိတဲ့ အေဆာင္က ေက်ာင္းက စီနီယာတန္းက အမၾကီးေတြ ရွိတာမုိ့ အေဆာင္မႈးက မိတ္ဆက္ေပးပါတယ္ ။ ဒါနဲ့ သူတုိ့ကိုပဲ အားကိုး ေက်ာင္းအေၾကာင္းေတြ စာေတြအေၾကာင္းေတြ နဲ့ ေက်ာင္းကိုဘယ္လုိသြားရတယ္ ဆိုတာေတြ ေမးရပါတယ္ ။ သူတုိ့ကလည္း ကိုယ့္ကို စိတ္ရွည္လက္ရွည္ ရွင္းျပ သင္ျပေပးပါတယ္ ။ ပထမဆံုး ေက်ာင္းစတက္တဲ့ ေန့က မနက္ခင္းေက်ာင္းကားဂိတ္ကို သူတုိ့နဲ့ လုိက္သြားပါတယ္ ။ ေက်ာင္းကလည္း အေဆာင္နဲ့ နီးနီးေလးရယ္ပါ ။ ဟိုေရာက္ေတာ့ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးတုိ့ အတန္းရဲ့ ကားက ထြက္သြားျပီတဲ့ ။ ဒါနဲ့ပဲ အၾကီးတန္းက အမေတြစီးတဲ့ ကားနဲ့ လုိက္စီးလုိက္ပါတယ္ ။ အူေၾကာင္ေၾကာင္ေတာ့ အေတာ္ေလးနိုင္ပါတယ္ ။ ဘယ္သူနဲ့မွလည္းမခင္ ျပီးေတာ့ ဒီကားဂိတ္ေရာ ဟုတ္ရဲ့လားဆိုျပီး ေၾကာက္ေနမိေသးတယ္ ။ ခဏေလးၾကာေတာ့ ကားေပၚကို ေကာင္မေလးတစ္ေယာက္ ထပ္တက္လာပါတယ္ ။ သူလည္း ပန္းပြင့္ေလးတုိ့ အတန္းကိုတက္ဖုိ့ လာတာ ေနာက္ၾကာသြားလုိ့ တဲ့ ။ ေတာ္ေသးတယ္ အတန္းေဖာ္တစ္ေယာက္ေတာ့ တုိးျပီဆုိျပီး ၀မ္းသာေနမိတယ္ ။ ဒီလုိနဲ့ ကားကို စီးလာလုိက္တာ ေတာင္ၾကီးျမိဳ့ကိုထြက္ ကားၾကီးဂိတ္ေက်ာ္ သစ္ပင္အုပ္ေတြေက်ာ္ သခ်ိဳၤင္းကုန္းေက်ာ္ျပီး ဘယ္ဘက္က လမ္းခ်ိဳးေသးေသးေလးကို ကား၀င္ ျပီးေတာ့ ဖံုေတာလမ္းအတိုင္းျဖတ္ေမာင္း ေတာအုပ္ေလးကို ေက်ာ္မွ ေက်ာင္းကို ေရာက္ေတာ့တယ္ ။ ဆိုင္းဘုတ္ေလးကလည္း ေသးေသးေလ ။ ေတာင္ၾကီး အစိုးရ ကြန္ပ်ဴတာေကာလိပ္တဲ့ ။ ေက်ာင္းကိုေတာ့ အစကတည္းက အေမတုိ့နဲ့ ေက်ာင္းလာအပ္ကတည္းက ေရာက္ဖူးျပီးသားေလ ။ ျမင္ျမင္ခ်င္းစိတ္ဓာတ္ကို က်သြားတာပဲ ။ လူေတြကလည္း နည္းနည္းေလး ။ အေဆာင္ေလးေတြကလည္း တစ္ထပ္တည္းေတြ ။ ေတာထဲဘက္အစြန္းမွာလည္း အေဆာင္ေလးေတြ ရွိေသးတယ္ ။ အဲဒီတုန္းကေတာ့ ငါ ဒီမွာပဲ ခဏေက်ာင္းတက္မယ္ ျပီးရင္ရန္ကုန္ရေအာင္ ျပန္ေျပာင္းမယ္ေပါ့ ( ေနာက္က်ေတာ့ အဲဒီေက်ာင္းေလးမွာပဲ ေပ်ာ္သြားပါတယ္ ရန္ကုန္ကလည္း ေျပာင္းဘုိ့ မလြယ္ဘူးေလ )။ မွတ္မွတ္ယယပါပဲ အဲဒီေန့ မနက္ခင္းက ေက်ာင္းသြားတဲ့ လမ္းတစ္ေလွ်ာက္လံုးလည္း ျမဴေတြဆိုင္းေနတာပဲ ။ ေက်ာင္းထဲမွာလည္း ျမဴေတြဆိုင္းေနလုိက္တာ တစ္ေယာက္နဲ့ တစ္ေယာက္ေတာင္ ခပ္လွမ္းလွမ္းကၾကည့္ရင္ ေကာင္းေကာင္းမျမင္ရဘူး ။ စိတ္ထဲမွာေတာ့ ဟင္ ေက်ာင္းကလည္း ေတာက်လုိက္တာ ။ ျမဴေတြကလည္းဆိုင္းလုိ့ ။ ေတာအုပ္ၾကီးထဲမွာဆုိေတာ့ ဒီေလာက္ေတာ့ ရွိမွာေပါ့ေလ ဆိုျပီး ေတြးေနမိတယ္ ။ ကားေပၚက ဆင္းျပီးေတာ့ အတန္းေဖာ္ေကာင္မေလးနဲ့ အတန္းက ဘယ္မွာလဲ ေမးၾကည့္ေတာ့ သူတုိ့က ညႊန္ျပပါတယ္ ။ အတန္းဆိုတာေလးကိုလည္း ေရာက္ေရာ အခန္းထဲ မ၀င္ခင္က အံ့ၾသမိတယ္ ။ အခန္းေလးက အေသးေလး ဟီးဟီး ။ အၾကီးတန္းေတြ အခန္းနဲ့ ကပ္လွ်က္ အခန္းပိုေလးလား ထင္ရတယ္ ။ အခန္းထဲလဲ ၀င္လိုက္ေရာက္ အားလံုးက ေနာက္လွည့္ၾကည့္တယ္ ။ လူေလးက နည္းနည္းေလး ။ ေနာက္ဆံုးခံု မွာ ၀င္ထုိင္လုိက္တယ္ ။ အခန္းထဲကို ၀င္၀င္ခ်င္း ပထမဆံုး ေတြ့ရတဲ့သူကေတာ့ .... (secret !!! I wont never forget that huh huh )။ အဲဒီေန့ကေတာ့ စာလည္း ေကာင္းေကာင္းမသင္ပါဘူး ။ အခ်င္းခ်င္း မိတ္ဆက္ဘာညာနဲ့ တစ္ေနကုန္သြားတာပဲ ။ ျပီးေတာ့ စာအုပ္၀ယ္ရမယ့္ ကိစ္စေတြဘာေတြ ရံုးခန္းကိုေမးေပါ့ ။ အျပန္လည္းက်ေရာ ျပသနာတက္တာပဲ ။ ေက်ာင္းကားက အလာတုန္းက ဂိတ္မွာ ျပန္မရပ္ဘဲ အလာတုန္းက ကားဂိတ္ရဲ့ ဟုိဘက္တစ္လမ္းကားဂိတ္မွာ သြားရပ္တယ္ ။ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက လမ္းေတြမသိလုိ့ အလာတုန္းက လမ္းကို အေသမွတ္ထားတာေလ ။ တစ္လမ္းပဲ ျခားတယ္ဆိုတာ ဘယ္သိပါ့မလဲ ။ အဲဒါနဲ့ ဟယ္ငါေတာ့ ဒုတ္ခပဲ ဒီကား ဘယ္နားလာရပ္တာလဲ မသိဘူး အေဆာင္လည္း မျပန္တက္ေတာ့ဘူး ဆုိျပီးငိုခ်င္စိတ္ေတာင္ ေပါက္မိတယ္ ။ ေတာ္ေသးတယ္ အလာတုန္းက အတူကားစီးလာတဲ့ သူငယ္ခ်င္းကို ေျပာျပီး အကူအညီေတာင္းေတာ့ သူက အေဆာင္ထိလိုက္ပို့ေပးတယ္ ။ အမွတ္တရပါပဲ....။။

The two blogs written about Taunnggyi

Taunggyi Cherry Land

Thinzar's

thank u guys for sharing Taunggyi's info and about ur uni :)

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2007-07-19T15:38:00.000+05:30

My Blog - you Ignored me for long time :( .I didnt even come to me regularly.And didnt say anything to me .I am so lonely here .

Me-Ohh poor baby :D .I am here now for u and I gonna write to u as much as I can.Dont worry.I wont never let u alone :).I love u so much.Thats why I spent a lot of time for ur design and decoration.In these days , I have been busy with my some works (including game :D) and I even couldnt go back my online home (Native :D).And I have to think so many things for my life.This is the very important time for my life.After thinking carefully,I enjoyed my life and I do satisfy my life.

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2007-07-19T02:25:00.000+05:30

so funny .. :D

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2007-07-13T23:24:00.000+05:30

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2007-07-10T15:44:00.000+05:30

ဖ်ားေနတယ္.. စျဖစ္တာက မေန့ကတည္းက .. ေခါင္းေလွ်ာ္တာ သိပ္မေျခာက္ေသးတာနဲ့ အတန္းသြား .. အဲယားကြန္းက အရမ္းေအးေတာ့ သြားေရာ ... ေၾသာ္ ဒီမွာမ်ားက်ေတာ့လည္း အဲယားကြန္းက ေအးလြန္းလုိ့ ဆယ့္ႏွစ္ရာသီ ဖြင့္ထားလြန္းအားၾကီးလုိ့ သြားေတာင္ ပိတ္ခိုင္းရတယ္ .. ေႏြရာသီေတာင္ အက်ၤီႏွစ္ထပ္၀တ္သြားရတယ္ .. အခုတေလာကလည္း မိုးေတြကရြာလုိက္တာ ဆက္တုိက္ပဲ .. အခုလည္း အျပင္မွာ မိုးေတြမည္းေမွာင္ေနတာပဲ ... ညေနကလည္း ေက်ာင္းက မသြားလုိ့ မျဖစ္ဘူး ... ဘာမွ စားခ်င္စိတ္လည္း မရွိဘူး ...

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2007-07-10T01:02:00.000+05:30

ဒီကိုေရာက္ကတည္းက ေပ်ာ္ခဲ့ရတဲ့ ရက္ စိတ္ဖိစီးတာ ကင္းတဲ့ ရက္ဆိုလုိ့ ေက်ာင္းမတက္ခင္ကရယ္ ေဟာလီးေဒး ရတဲ့ ရက္ေတြရယ္ တခ်ိဳ့တခ်ိဳ့ေသာ ရက္ေလးေတြရယ္ပဲ ရွိခဲ့တယ္
ဘ၀မွာ ဘာပူပန္စရာမွ မရွိဘူးလုိ့ သူမ်ားေတြ အျမင္မွာ အထင္ခံရတဲ့ ဘ၀ေတြမွာလည္း သူ့ဟာနဲ့ သူအပူဆိုတာေတာ့ ရွိၾကရတာပဲ ဆိုတာ သိလာရတယ္
ေတာင္ၾကီးမွာ တက္ကသိုလ္တက္ခဲ့ရတဲ့ ဘ၀က ေပ်ာ္ရႊင္စရာ အေကာင္းခဲ့ဆံုးပဲ
အဲဒီတုန္းကေဆာ့ အိမ္နဲ့ခြဲေနရျပီး အေဆာင္ေနရလုိ့ စစခ်င္းမွာ ေတာ္ေတာ္ေလး ကသိကေအာက္ႏိုင္ခဲ့ေပမယ့္ ကံေကာင္းတယ္ပဲ ဆိုရမလား သူငယ္ခ်င္းေကာင္းေတြရလုိ့ ေက်ာင္းမွာေရာ အေဆာင္မွာေရာ ေတာ္ေတာ္ေပ်ာ္ခဲ့ရပါတယ္
အတူစား အတူသြား အတူအိပ္ စိတ္ေတြေကာက္ၾက ငိုၾက ျပီးေတာ့ ျပန္တည့္ၾကနဲ့ အဲ့ဒီတုန္းကေတာ့ အဲဒါေလးေတြကိုပဲ တကယ့္ဘ၀ရဲ့ စိတ္ညစ္စရာေတြ ထင္ေနခဲ့ၾကတာ
တကယ္ေတာ့ ေက်ာင္းသူေက်ာင္းသားဘ၀မွာ စိတ္ထားေလးေတြက အျဖဴစင္ဆံုး အရိုးသားဆံုးမုိ့ ဒီလုိ စိတ္ေကာက္ စိတ္ဆိုးၾကတာေတြက သံေယာဇဥ္ဆိုတဲ့ အရာရဲ့ ခ်စ္စရာေကာင္းတဲ့ ျပယဳဂ္ေလးေတြပါ
အဲဒီ ဘ၀မ်ိဳးေလး တစ္ခါေလာက္ ျပန္ရခ်င္တယ္
အခုလည္း မေပ်ာ္ရတာေတာ့ မဟုတ္ပါဘူး
ဒါေပမယ့္ အဲဒီကေလာက္ စိတ္လြတ္ကိုယ္လြတ္ မရီမိေတာ့ဘူး
အဲဒီတုန္းကေလာက္ စိတ္လက္ေပါ့ေပါ့ပါးပါး ျဖစ္မေနဘူး
အဲဒီတုန္းကေလာက္ အပူအပင္ကင္းမဲ့မေနဘူး
အဲဒီတုန္းကေလာက္ ခင္စရာေကာင္းတဲ့ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြ အနားမွာ မရွိဘူး
အိမ္နဲ့ ေနရျပီးလံုျခံဳစြာနဲ့ မိဘအရိပ္ေအာက္မွာ အပူအပင္ကင္းမဲ့စြာ ေနရေပမယ့္ တခါတေလ မိဘနဲ့ တိုင္ပင္လုိ့ မရတာေတြ မိဘကိုဖြင့္မေျပာခ်င္တဲ့ ခံစားခ်က္ေတြ မိသားစု ခံစားခ်က္ေတြဆိုတာ သားသမီးတုိင္းမွာ ရွိစျမဲပဲလုိ့ ထင္တယ္
အဲဒါမ်ိဳးေတြက်ေတာ့ တိုးတုိးေဖာ္သူငယ္ခ်င္းေကာင္းေလးသာ အနားမွာ ရွိရင္ နည္းနည္းေတာ့ျဖစ္ျဖစ္ ရင္ဖြင့္မိမွာပဲ
ျပီးေတာ့ အရင္းႏွီးဆံုးသူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြနဲ့ စကားေတြေျပာျပီးရယ္ေမာလုိက္ရတာေလာက္ စိတ္လက္ေပါ့ပါးသြားတာ မရွိဘူး
အငယ္ဆံုး ျဖစ္ေနရတာလည္း စိတ္ညစ္တယ္
ကိုယ့္ေအာက္မွာ ဘယ္သူမွ မရွိေတာ့ အေဖာ္လည္း မရွိဘူး
ဒါေတာင္ ေလးႏွစ္ကြာတဲ့ အကိုနဲ့ ကစားေဖာ္ရွိလုိ့ ေတာ္ေသးတယ္
အၾကီးဆံုး အကိုနဲ့ အမက ပန္းပြင့္ေလးကို ကေလးလုိ့ သေဘာထားၾကျပီး သိပ္လူရာ မသြင္းၾကဘူး
သူတုိ့နဲ့လည္း တုိင္တုိင္ပင္ပင္ သိပ္ရွိလွတယ္လည္း မဟုတ္ဘူး
ခ်စ္တာက ခ်စ္တာပဲ တိုင္ပင္ေလာက္ေအာင္ မပြင့္လင္းဘူး

2007-07-05T01:22:00.000+05:30

ပန္းပြင့္ေလး အလြန္အားနာတတ္သည္
သနားလည္း သနားတတ္သည္
ေျပာရမည့္စကားမ်ားကို ေျပာမထြက္တတ္ပါ
တစ္ခုခုကို ေျပာမိျပီးတုိင္း စိတ္မေကာင္း ျပန္ျဖစ္ေလ့ရွိသည္

သုိ့ေသာ္ ...........................................

စိတ္သည္ကား ဆန္းၾကယ္လွသည္
အားနာသည္ကေတာ့ အျမဲရွိေနတတ္သည္
အတိုင္းအတာတစ္ခုထက္လြန္လွ်င္ မသနားေတာ့ပါ အျမင္ပင္ကတ္တတ္သည္
အတိုင္းအတာတစ္ခုထြက္ လြန္လွ်င္ စကားမ်ားကို တရစပ္ေျပာထြက္တတ္သည္
ျပန္မသနား ျပန္မအားနာတတ္ေတာ့ပါ
ဘယ္လုိမွလည္း မေနေတာ့ပါ
စိတ္မေကာင္းျဖစ္ေပးျခင္းတုိ့ ကုန္ခမ္းသြားေလသည္

တခါတေလလည္း လူေတြက သူတုိ့ မာနဘယ္ေလာက္ၾကီးေၾကာင္း ဘယ္တုန္းက ဘယ္လုိ ၾကီးခဲ့ေၾကာင္း ေျပာတတ္ၾကသည္
ထိုသို့လာေျပာလွ်င္ ဘာလုိ့လဲ ဆိုတာ အေၾကာင္း တစ္ခုုပဲေတြးစရာ ရွိသည္

သူဘယ္ေလာက္ မာနၾကီးေၾကာင္း လူေတြအေပၚ ဒီလုိပဲ ဆက္ဆံေနတာျဖစ္ေၾကာင္း ပန္းပြင့္ေလးကိုေတာင္ ထုိသုိ့ ဆက္ဆံတာ ကံေကာင္းသည္ဟု မွတ္ယူသင့္ေၾကာင္း ေျပာခ်င္လုိ့ ျဖစ္ပါမည္

လူက ငယ္ငယ္ကတည္းက ဘုကလန့္ ေျပာတတ္တဲ့ အက်င့္ ရွိပါလုိ့လား မသိဘူး

အဲလုိ လာေျပာလွ်င္ မာနၾကီးတဲ့ အေၾကာင္းေတြ လာေျပာေနတာ ဘာလုပ္ရမလဲဟု ေမးခ်င္သည္

လူေတြဟာ အထူးသျဖင့္ မိမိဘယ္လုိစိတ္ထားရွိေၾကာင္း ထုတ္ေျပာျပေနစရာ မလုိဘူးဟု ထင္ပါသည္
အမူအရာႏွင့္ ျပလွ်င္ပင္လံုေလာက္ပါသည္

တခ်ိဳ့က်ေတာ့လည္း အမူအရာ ႏွင့္ ျပလွ်င္ပင္ မရ
အလုိက္ကမ္းဆိုး မသိတတ္ပါ

ပန္းပြင့္ေလးလုိ လူမ်ိဳးႏွင့္ဆို အေတာ္ေလး ဂြက်မည္
ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက စိတ္ထဲက ဘယ္ေလာက္တုိတို မ်က္ႏွာက ျပံဳးခ်င္ျပံဳးေနတတ္သည္
ကိုယ္ကို နားလည္သူဆိုလွ်င္ေတာ့ စိတ္ဆုိုးမိေၾကာင္း ေျပာတတ္ပါတယ္
ေတာ္ရံုေတာ့ သည္းခံလုိက္တာမ်ားတယ္

လူေတြဟာေလ တခါတခါေတာ့လည္း ကိုယ္ေျပာတုိင္း သူလက္ခံသြားမယ္ဟု ထင္တတ္ၾကတာခက္တယ္
ကိုယ္ေျပာတာေတြက သူမ်ား စိတ္၀င္စားစရာ ျဖစ္ခ်င္မွ ျဖစ္မယ္
ကိုယ္ေျပာေနတာေတြက သူမ်ားကို သံသယ၀င္စရာေတြ ျဖစ္ခ်င္ျဖစ္ေနမယ္
ငါမာနၾကီးတယ္လုိ့ ေျပာလုိက္လုိ့ သူမ်ား ရွိန္ခ်င္မွ ရွိန္သြားမယ္
ငါၾကြားေျပာေနလုိ့ ဟိုဘက္က ရီခ်င္ေနမယ္

မေတြးမိၾကဘူးလား မသိဘူးေနာ္

ပန္းပြင့္ေလးအရင္က သိပ္မျပတ္သားတတ္ပါ ။ ျပတ္သားတတ္ေအာင္ သင္ေပးတာ ပန္းပြင့္ေလး အကိုပါ ။ အကိုက ေျပာပါတယ္ ။ ကိုယ္မလုပ္ခ်င္တဲ့ ကိစ္စတစ္ခု ဒါမွမဟုတ္ တစ္ဘက္သားက အလုိက္ကမ္းဆိုး မသိတာမ်ိဳး ဒါမွမဟုတ္ ကိုယ့္ဘက္ကို မဆီမဆိုင္လာေစာင္းခ်ိတ္ေျပာလာတာမ်ိဳး အဲလိုမ်ိဳး Gentleman မဆန္တဲ့ သူေတြနဲ့ဆို လံုး၀ကို အားနာစရာ မလိုပါဘူးတဲ့ ။ ညီမေလးက အားနာတတ္လြန္းလုိ့ မျပတ္သားတတ္လုိ့ ေျပာတာတဲ့ ။ ဥပမာ - ကိုယ္မေျပာခ်င္တဲ့ သူဆီက ဖုန္းလာေနတယ္ဆိုပါစို့ ။ သူ့ဟာသူ ဘယ္ၾကီးကပဲ ဆက္ဆက္ ပင္လယ္ထဲကပဲ ဆက္ဆက္ အဲဒါကို ေတြးျပီး မအားနာပါနဲ့တဲ့ ။ အဲဒီဖုန္းကို ကိုင္စရာကို မလုိဖူးတဲ့ ။ အဲဒါ ကိုယ့္အခြင့္အေရးပဲ တဲ့ ။ အဲလုိ မကိုင္လုိ့ လာအျပစ္တင္ေနရင္အဲလုိ လူမ်ိဳး ပိုေတာင္ အားနာစရာ မေကာင္းေသးတယ္တဲ့ ။ အားမနာတတ္တဲ့သူက အားမနာတာနဲ့ပဲ တန္တယ္တဲ့ေလ ။

ဘာရယ္မဟုတ္ဘူး ။ မအိပ္ခင္ေတြးမိတာ ။ ဘယ္သူ့မွ ေစာင္းခ်ိတ္ေရးတာ မဟုတ္ဘူး ။ ေတာ္ၾကာ ဘေလာခ့္လာဖတ္ျပီး ငါ့ကို ေျပာတာပဲဆိုျပီး စိတ္ထဲေတြးေနမိမဆိုးလုိ့ပါ ။ ကိုယ္မဟုတ္ရင္ ေတြးစရာကို မလုိဘူးေလ။

Identify Yourself

2007-07-05T01:07:00.000+05:30

we know what we did
we know what we are doing
we know what we gonna do

If u dont know even one of these ..
there are only two reasons..

u are lying

or

u are unconsious

so Lets say .. we know we love someone
truely or not ..
we know we are interesting in someone or
not ..
we know we have some feelings for
someone ...

If u think u dont know u love or not .. or
dont know one of above ...

you are a Liar ..

No Research is to be done in your heart.
We know ourselves...

Girlfriend Remix - Lil MaMa Feat. Avril Lavigne

2007-06-25T14:15:00.000+05:30

မူရင္းသီခ်င္းလည္း ၾကိဳက္တယ္
အခုလို ဆိုထားတာလည္း ၾကိဳက္တယ္
ဒါေပမယ့္ Avril က ေပါ့နည္းနည္းဆန္သြားသလိုပဲ
နဂိုမူရင္းစတိုင္ ေပ်ာက္ေနတယ္လုိ့ ထင္မိတယ္ ...
တစ္ဆက္တည္းမွာပဲ ျမန္မာျပည္က အဆိုေတာ္ေတြ ဒီသီခ်င္းကို ဘယ္ေတာ့ ေကာ္ပီမဆိုမလဲ ဆိုတာ စဥ္းစားမိတယ္
စာသားေတြေတာင္ ေရးျပီးေနေလာက္ျပီ ဟီးဟီး
တစ္ခါတုန္းကလည္း ျမတ္ႏုိးသူဆိုတဲ့ အေခြထဲမွာ ေခ်ာစုခင္ Avril ရဲ့ Complicated ကို ေကာ္ပီဆိုထားတယ္
ဆိုထားတာ စုတ္ခ်ာလုိက္တာ
မွီလည္းမမွီဘူး
သူ့အသံနဲ့လည္း မလုိက္ဘူး
ဒီေလာက္နာမည္ၾကီးထားတဲ့ သီခ်င္းကို ေကာ္ပီဆိုၾကတာ သီခ်င္းေရးသူေရာ ဆိုတဲ့ သူကိုေရာ အံ့ၾသမိတယ္
နဂိုသီခ်င္းကို နားေထာင္ျပီးသားမုိ့ စနားေထာင္ကတည္းက ခံစားမိတာက ဟင္းးးးးး ဟိုသီခ်င္းပါလား
ဒုတိယခံစားမိတာက ဟုိက ဆိုထားတာနဲ့ တူလည္းမတူဘူး
ကိုယ့္မူနဲ့ ကိုယ္ျပန္ဆိုထားေသးတယ္
တတိယကေတာ့ ျပန္နားေထာင္ခ်င္စိတ္ကုန္ခမ္းသြားတယ္
သူ့ဟာသူ အသံဘယ္ေလာက္ေကာင္းေကာင္း ဘယ္ေလာက္ဆိုတတ္ဆိုတတ္ ခံစားလုိ့မရတာေတာ့ အမွန္ပဲ
နားေထာင္ၾကည့္ခ်င္ရင္ ေဟာဒီမွာပါ ရွင္ :|

The copying songs are shameful at all among International musicians and they are making our MYANMAR music level decrease .

Ten Weird Things About Me

2007-06-24T02:28:00.000+05:30

ေရးမလို့ စဥ္းစားေနတာ ၾကာလွပါျပီ
ဘာေရးရမလဲ မသိလုိ့
ကိုယ့္အေၾကာင္း ထူးဆန္းတာေလးေတြဆိုေတာ့ သာမာန္လုပ္ရိုးလုပ္စဥ္ေတြ မျဖစ္ရဘူးေလ
ျပီးေတာ့ သူမ်ားနဲ့ မတူ ထူးျခားတာ ျဖစ္ရမယ္ ဆိုေတာ့ ကိုယ့္အက်င့္ေတြလည္း ေရးလုိ့ မျဖစ္ဘူး ဟီး

ဒါေလးေရးဘုိ့ လင့္ခ္ခ်ိတ္ထားတဲ့ မရည္မြန္္္ ခ်မ္းျမစိုး မ်ိဳးေက်ာ္ထြန္း တုိ့ကို အားနာပါတယ္
ေက်းဇူးလည္း တင္ပါတယ္
အားနာတာက ေနာက္က်မွ ေရးမိလုိ့ပါ
ေက်းဇူးတင္တာက သတိတရ လင့္ခ္ခ်ိတ္လုိ့ပါ

(၁) အိပ္ရင္ လက္ႏွစ္ဘက္လံုးက အျမဲတမ္း အလုိလုိ လက္သီးဆုပ္တဲ့ ပံုေလးနဲ့ အိပ္တတ္တယ္ ။ အိပ္ေနတုန္းကေတာ့ လက္ဖ၀ါးက ျဖန့္ေနတာပဲ ။ ခဏၾကာၾကည့္လုိက္ လက္သီးဆုပ္သလိုေလး ျဖစ္ေနတယ္ ။

(၂) တံခါးနဲ့ လူနဲ့ တိုက္မိရင္ ဆုိပါစို့ ။ တံခါးၾကီးကို လက္နဲ့ ထုပစ္တယ္ ။ ကိုယ္ပဲ ျပန္နာတာပဲ ။

(၃) မီးခိုးနံ့ ၾကိဳက္တယ္ ။အိမ္က ကားမီးခိုးေတြ ထြက္ရင္ ရႈမိတယ္ ။ ဒိုင္နာတုိ့ ေလာ္လီကားတုိ့ ဆီကေတာ့ ဘယ္ဟုတ္မလဲ။

(၄)ေဘာက္ဖတ္ ခူးယား တုိ့ျမင္ရင္ ေမ့လဲ မတတ္ လန့္တတ္ပါတယ္ ။ တခ်ိဳ့လူေတြက အပိုေတြလုို့ ထင္ေကာင္းထင္မယ္ ။ ဒါေပမယ့္ တကယ္ပါ ။ ျမင္ရင္ ၾကက္သီးေတြကိုထတာ ။ ဘယ္လိုမွကို မေနတတ္တာ ။ တခါတုန္းက သစ္ပင္ေအာက္ လမ္းေလွ်ာက္ရင္း လက္ေပၚ ေဘာက္ဖတ္က်လာလုိ့ အမေလးးး ။ ရုပ္ပ်က္ဆင္းပ်က္ပဲ ေအာ္မိတာ ။

(၅)အျဖစ္အပ်က္တစ္ခုကို ၾကိဳၾကိဳျပီး သိေနသလိုလို ျဖစ္တတ္တယ္ ။ ဥပမာ တေနရာရာကို ေရာက္တယ္ဆိုပါဆို့ စိတ္ထဲမွာ ငါ ဒီေနရာကို ေရာက္ဖူးေနသလုိပဲ အိမ္မက္ပဲ မက္ဖူးတာလား အဲလုိမ်ိဳးေပါ့ ။ ျမင္ကြင္းတစ္ခုဆိုလည္း ငါ ျမင္ဖူးပါတယ္ ။ အမွန္က မျမင္ဘူးခဲ့ပါ ။ ဒါေပမယ့္ စိတ္ထဲမွာ ရင္းႏွီးေနတယ္ ။

(၆)ျခင္ရယ္ ပုရြဲဆိတ္ရယ္ကလြဲရင္ အဲဒီထက္ၾကီးတဲ့ အေကာင္ေတြကို မသတ္ရဲဘူး

(၇)အသက္ေလးႏွစ္ေလာက္က စတဲ့ အျဖစ္အပ်က္ေတြကို အခုထိ မွတ္မိေနတယ္ ။ စကားလံုးေတြကိုပါ မွတ္မိတယ္ ။

ဆယ္ခ်က္ေတာ့ မျပည္ဘူး ။ ဟီး သိသေလာက္ေလးပါ ။

...

2007-06-19T13:47:00.000+05:30

ဒီလကုန္ စာေမးပြဲတစ္ခု ေျဖရမယ္
ဒါလည္း အေရးၾကီးတဲ့ စာေမးပြဲပဲ
စာေတြေတာ့ ၾကိဳလုပ္ထားတယ္
က်န္ေသးတယ္ တခ်ိဳ့အပိုင္းေတြ
ဒါက ေျဖရတာ တစ္မ်ိဳ့မုိ့ သတိထားရမယ္

2007-06-19T12:52:00.000+05:30

ဒီေန့ ငါ အလုိခ်င္ဆံုးအရာ တစ္ခုကို လက္ေလွ်ာ့လုိက္ရတဲ့ ေန့
စိတ္ထဲက လိႈက္လိႈက္လွဲလွဲ နက္နက္ရိႈင္းရိႈင္း လိုခ်င္ခဲ့တဲ့အရာ သိပ္မရွိခဲ့ဘူး
အခုတစ္ၾကိမ္နဲ့ဆုိ ႏွစ္ၾကိမ္ေျမာက္ေပါ့
တစ္ခါေတာ့ ရွိခဲ့ဘူးပါရဲ့
အဲဒါလည္း မျပည့္ခဲ့ဘူး
မွတ္မိေသးတယ္ ဆယ္တန္းေအာင္ျပီး ေဆးေက်ာင္းအမွတ္ေတြ ကို သိလုိက္ရတဲ့ေန့
ဆယ္တန္းႏွစ္တစ္၀က္မွာ တင္ ေက်ာင္းေျပာင္းရတယ္
ဟိုးးး ပညာေရး စုတ္ခ်ာတဲ့ အရပ္ကို ေရာက္သြားတယ္
အားလံုး တစ္ပိုင္းတစ္စနဲ့ အိမ္နဲ့ မခြဲႏိုင္လုိ့ လုိက္သြားတယ္
အကိုေတြအမေတြကလည္း အကုန္လံုး တေနရာစီမွာ
ႏိုင္ငံျခားေရာက္သူက ေရာက္နဲ့
ငါတစ္ေယာက္လည္း ဘယ္လုိေနခဲ့မလဲ ဆိုတဲ့ အေတြးနဲ့ လုိက္သြားခဲ့မိတာပဲေလ
တစ္၀က္မက က်န္ေနတဲ့ မျပတ္ေသးတဲ့ စာေတြကို ကိုယ့္ဟာကိုယ္ အထူးထုတ္ေလးေတြ ၀ယ္ျပီး က်က္ခဲ့ရတယ္
ဒါေတာင္ ျပီးသြားတဲ့ အပိုင္းေတြက က်ဴရွင္က သင္လုိက္တာေတြ ေတာ္ေသးတယ္
အဲဒီေက်ာင္းက အဂၤလိပ္စာဆိုတာ ညံ့ဖ်င္းလုိက္တာ မေျပာပါနဲ့ေတာ့
အဲဒီေက်ာင္းက ေက်ာင္းသားေတြလည္း သနားဖို့ေတာင္ေကာင္းပါတယ္
ငါေတာင္ တစ္၀က္ေလာက္ သင္ခဲ့မိလုိ့ ေတာ္ေတာ္ၾကီးကို ေတာ္ေသးတာ
က်န္ဘာသာေတြလည္း အဲလုိပဲ
အဲဒီေက်ာင္းက လူေတြက ထင္ၾကတယ္
ငါက ရန္ကုန္က စာသင္လာျပီး သူတုိ့ဆီမွာ လာေျဖတယ္လုိ့
ဒါေပမယ့္ ဘယ္သူမွ မသိၾကပါဘူး
ငါ့ပညာေရးေတြ ကေမာက္ကမ ျဖစ္ကုန္တာ
ငါ့ဘာသာ ငါ ဘယ္ေလာက္ အိပ္ေရးပ်က္ခံခဲ့ရတာ
ငါဘာသာငါ စာေတြျပန္သင္ခဲ့ရတာ
ဘယ္သူမွ မသိၾကဘူး
ေအာင္စာရင္းလည္း ထြက္ေရာ ငါ့အရင္ေက်ာင္းက သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြအားလံုးနီးပါးက ငါးဘာသာ ထြက္သူထြက္
Whole Burma Top Ten ၀င္သူက ၀င္နဲ့
ဒါေပမယ့္ ေက်နပ္တာ တစ္ခုက ငါ လံုး၀ ေမးခြန္းမလုိက္ခဲ့ဘူး
ရန္ကုန္က ေခတ္စားတဲ့ ေမးခြန္းေတြဘာကိုမွ မလုိက္ခဲ့ဘူး
ငါ ခိုးမခ်ဘူး
အရိုးသားဆံုး ေျဖခဲ့တယ္

ငါ ဆယ္တန္းတုန္းက ရခဲ့တဲ့အမွတ္

ျမန္မာစာ - ၇၂
အဂၤလိပ္စာ - ၆၅
သခၤ်ာ - ၉၀
သိပ္ပံတြဲ - ၈၅
၀ိဇ္ဇာတြဲ - ၈၀

အဲဒီလုိေတြနဲ့ စိတ္ညစ္ျခင္းမ်ားစြာနဲ့ ငါ ကြန္ပ်ဴတာ တက္ခဲ့တယ္..................။

ျပန္လာျပီ

2007-06-18T15:33:00.000+05:30

ဗုဒ္ဓဘုရား ပြင့္ေတာ္ရာ အရပ္ေဒသကို ခရီးထြက္သြားရာက ျပန္လာပါျပီ
အလြန္ေမာပန္းေနပါတယ္
ကံေကာင္းတယ္ပဲ ေျပာရမလား
ရာသီဥတုက စထြက္ကတည္းက မိုးတအံု့အံု့နဲ့မုိ့ ေတာ္ပါေသးတယ္
ဂါယာမွာလည္း မိုးရြာျပီးစအခ်ိန္မို့ အပူသက္သာေနပါတယ္
ဒီကို ျပန္ေရာက္ေတာ့လည္း အရင္ရက္ေတြက မိုးသည္းထန္စြာ ရြာထားခဲ့တဲ့ အရွိန္နဲ့ အပူေတာ္ေတာ္ေလးသက္သာေနပါတယ္
မိုးေလးကလည္း အံု့တံု့တံု့ေလးဆိုေတာ့ ေတာ္ေသးတယ္
ဒီကေန ဂါယာကို စထြက္တဲ့ေန့ကလည္း မိုးေတြအံု့မုိင္းေနတာပဲ
စထြက္ျပီး တေအာင့္ေလာက္ၾကာမွာ သဲမုန္တိုင္းနဲ့ တိုးပါတယ္
ရထားေပၚက မို့လုိ့ ဘာမွ စိတ္ပူစရာ မရွိဘဲ အျပင္မွာ တုိက္ေနတဲ့ သဲမုန္တုိင္းကို ေငးေနရံုပါပဲ
သူေတာ္ေကာင္း ခရီးထြက္တာ မုိ့လုိ့လား မသိဘူး ဟီးဟီး

ကိုကိုသိပါေစ - ယုဇန

2007-06-15T00:54:00.000+05:30

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2007-06-15T00:33:00.000+05:30

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က်မ ၏ အက်င့္ဆိုးေလးမ်ား ( ၄)

2007-06-12T22:26:00.000+05:30

ကေလးေလးေတြ စတတ္တယ္ဆိုတဲ့ အက်င့္ေလးက က်န္ေနပါေသးတယ္ ။ ဟုိတစ္ေန့ကပဲ အိမ္ကို ကေလးေလးတစ္ေယာက္နဲ့ သူ့အေမ လာလည္ပါတယ္ ။ ကေလးက ေယာက္်ားေလး သံုးႏွစ္ေလာက္ေပါ့ ။ သူက သိပ္အျငိမ္မေနဘူး ျပီးေတာ့ ဟိုတက္ဒီတက္နဲ့ဆိုေတာ့ ပန္းပြင့္ေလး သိပ္အျမင္မၾကည္ဘူးျဖစ္ေနတာ ဟီးး ။ အဲဒီေန့က အိမ္ကိုလာေတာ့ အေမက ကေလးေလးကို မုန့္ေကြ်းထားပါတယ္ ။ မုန့္ကိုလည္း လက္နွစ္ဘက္နဲ့ အျပည့္ကိုင္ထားတယ္ ။ အဲလုိနဲ့ ခဏၾကာေတာ့ သူက ပန္းပြင့္ေလး အခန္းနားကို မအူမလည္နဲ့ ေတာက္ေတာက္ေတာက္ ေလွ်ာက္လာတယ္ ။ သူ့အေမက အေမနဲ့ စကားေျပာေနပါတယ္ ။ အဲဒါနဲ့ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးလည္း စခ်င္စိတ္ေပါက္လာတာနဲ့ မမကို မုန့္ေကြ်းဦးလုိ့ စလုိက္ပါတယ္ ။ ကေလးက နဂိုတည္းက ဂ်စ္ကန္ကန္ေလးမုိ့လား မသိ လူကိုေတာင္ လွည့္မၾကည့္ပဲေနတယ္ ။ အဲလုိကေလးေလးေတြကို ပိုစခ်င္တယ္ ။ အဲဒါနဲ့ ေကြ်းမလား မေကြ်းဘူးလား မေကြ်းရင္ လူကို ကိုက္စားမွာေနာ္ လုိ့ စလိုက္တာမွာ ကေလးေလးက လူကိုေတာင္ လွည့္မၾကည့္ဘဲ မုန့္ကို ေနာက္ျပန္ေပးတယ္ ။ ျပီးေတာ့မွ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက သူ့အေမကို ျပန္လည္းေျပာျပေရာ သူ့အေမလက္ထဲကေန ပန္းပြင့္ေလးကို သြားၾကိတ္ျပတယ္ ။ အဲဒါနဲ့ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးလည္း ျပန္လုပ္ျပလုိက္တာမွာ မ်က္ရည္ေတြ ေ၀့တတ္လာတာနဲ့ပဲ မျဖစ္ေခ်ေတာ့ဘူး ဆက္စေနရင္ ကေလးေလးေအာ္ ငိုေနမွ ဒုတ္ခဆိုျပီး သနားလာတာနဲ့ အစရပ္လုိက္တယ္ ။

- အိမ္ကလူေတြက ပန္းပြင့္ေလးကို နာမည္ေပးထားပါတယ္ ။ ဖ်က္ဆီးေရးသမားတဲ့ :D ။ ဘာလုိ့လဲဆိုေတာ့ အိမ္မွာ အသစ္၀ယ္လာတဲ့ ပစ္စည္းပဲ ျဖစ္ျဖစ္ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက ကလိတတ္လုိ့ သံုးေတာင္ မသံုးရေသးဘူး ပ်က္ပ်က္သြားလုိ့ပါ ။ ျပီးေတာ့ အကိုဖန္တီးထားတဲ့ အႏုပညာေတြကို ဖ်က္ဆီးတယ္လုိ့ေတာ့ မဟုတ္ေပမယ့္ ပ်က္သြားေစပါတယ္ ။ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးနဲ့ အထက္ေအာက္ အကိုက ငယ္ငယ္ကတည္းက အႏုပညာ၀ါသနာပါပါတယ္ ။ ေက်ာင္းစာလည္းေတာ္ ပန္းခ်ီပန္းပု အကုန္ရတယ္ ။ သူက ေျမျဖဴေတာင့္ေလးမွာေတာင္ ငါးတန္းေလာက္ကစျပီး အရုပ္ေလးေတြထြင္းတယ္ ။ သစ္သားေပတံေလးဆိုလည္း ထိပ္မွာ အရုပ္ေလးထြင္းထားတယ္ ။ ပန္းခ်ီေတြဆြဲတယ္ ။ အိမ္မွာ အကိုႏွစ္ေယာက္လံုးက အဲဒါမ်ိဳးေတြ ၀ါသနာ သိပ္ပါၾကပါတယ္ ။ အဲဒါမ်ိဳးဆို ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက ယူေဆာ့ ။ အရုပ္ေတြက က်ိဳး ။ ဆူခံရ ။ေမာင္ႏွမေတြ ေအာ္ၾကဟစ္ၾကနဲ့ ေနာက္ဆံုး အေမက ၀င္ဆူရေတာ့တဲ့ အထိပဲ ။ ဟီးဟီးး။ ကိုၾကီးက သူဖန္တီးထားတာေတြကို စည္းကမ္းရွိရွိနဲ့ တရိုတေသသိမ္းထားတတ္ပါတယ္ ။ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက သံုးတန္း သူက ေျခာက္တန္းေလာက္ဆိုေတာ့ အတူတူလည္း တခါတေလ ေဆာ့ျဖစ္ပါတယ္ ။ တခါတေလ သူမရွိတုန္း သူလုပ္ထားတဲ့ ေျမျဖဴမွာ ထြင္းထားတဲ့ အရုပ္ေလးေတြယူေဆာ့ ျပီးရင္ ေက်ာက္သင္ပုန္းမွာ ေရးပစ္နဲ့ လုပ္တတ္ပါတယ္ ။ ျပီးေတာ့ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးက ငယ္ငယ္တည္းက အက်င့္တစ္ခုရွိပါတယ္ ။ သူမ်ားဆြဲထားတဲ့ ပံုပဲ ျဖစ္ျဖစ္ မင္းသမီးမင္းသားပံုပဲ ျဖစ္ျဖစ္ ႏႈတ္ခမ္းေမႊးတုိ့ မုတ္ဆိတ္ေမႊးတုိ့ ၀က္ျခံတုိ့ အမာရြတ္တုိ့ လုိက္ထည့္တတ္ပါတယ္ ။ ပန္းခ်ီကေတာ့ ငယ္ငယ္ကတည္းက အရုပ္မေတြ ဆြဲေနတာပဲ ။ အဲဒီမွာ တခါက်ေတာ့ အကိုက သိုင္းသမားပံုကို နည္းနည္းၾကီးၾကီးဆြဲထားတယ္ ။ အဲဒီတုန္းက ပန္းပြင့္ေလး ခုႏွစ္တန္းေလာက္ထင္တာပဲ။သူက ဆြဲျပီး ဒီတုိင္းထားထားေတာ့ သူျပန္မၾကည့္ေတာ့ ဘူးထင္ျပီး သူဆြဲထားတဲ့ သိုင္းသမားပံုမွာ ႏႈတ္ခမ္းေမႊးေတြတပ္ မုတ္ဆိတ္ေမႊးဆြဲ နဲ့ ျပန္ျပင္လုိက္ပါတယ္ ။ တုိက္တုိက္ဆိုင္ဆုိင္ သူကလည္း အဲဒီေန့မွ သူ့ပံုေတြ ျပန္ထုတ္ၾကည့္ေတာ့ ေတြ့လည္းေတြ့ေရာ အဆူခံလုိက္ရတာ မေျပာပါနဲ့ေတာ့ ။ ေနာက္ျပီး ပန္းပြင့္ေလး သံုးတန္းေလးတန္းငါးတန္းေလာက္တုန္းကဆို ဖတ္စာအုပ္ ရဲ့ အလြတ္ေနရာေတြမွာ အရုပ္မေတြလုိက္လုိက္ဆြဲတယ္ ။ စာအုပ္ဆို အရမ္းစနစ္တက်ကိုင္တတ္တဲ့ အကိုက အျမဲဆူတယ္ ။ တခါတုန္းကလည္း မွတ္မိပါေသးတယ္ ။ အကိုက လြင္မိုးနဲ့ ဇင္မာဦးပံုကို ျပက္ခဒိန္ထဲကေန ပံုတူကူးဆြဲေနပါတယ္ ။ အမွန္က လြင္မိုးပံုက ေတာ္ေတာ္ေလး တူေနပါျပီ ။ သူက ဆြဲလည္းျပီးေရာ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးကို လာျပတယ္ ။ ဟဲ့ တူလားတဲ့ ။ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးကလည္း ကိုၾကီး ဒီနားေလးနည္းနည္းေလးျပင္လုိက ္ အဲဒါဆို အကုန္တူျပီေျပာလုိက္တယ္ ။ သူက နည္းနည္းေလးဖ်က္ျပီး ခဲျပန္ျခစ္တယ္ ။ အဲဒါနဲ့ ဒီနားေလးက လုိေနျပန္တယ္ကိုၾကီးလုိ့ ေျပာလုိက္ သူက ဖ်က္လိုက္နဲ့ ေနာက္ဆံုး သူ့ပံုၾကီးက လြင္မိုးနဲ့ လံုးလံုးမတူေတာ့ဘဲ ဘာပံုၾကီး ျဖစ္သြားမွန္းကို မသိဘူး ။ ဟီးဟီး ။အိမ္မွာ အေမက အရုပ္ေလးေတြ ခ်စ္ေတာ့ အရုပ္မေလးေတြ ၀ယ္ထားေပးပါတယ္ ။ အေဖကလည္း ဘယ္ခရီးသြားသြား အရုပ္မေလးေတြ အရုပ္ေလးေတြ ၀ယ္၀ယ္လာေပးတယ္ ။ အဲဒါမ်ိဳးဆို အမက ေသခ်ာသိမ္းထားတာ ။ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးကေတာ့ မရဘူး ။ အကုန္ျပန္ထုတ္ ျပီးရင္ အရုပ္မေတြေခါင္းက စည္းထားတဲ့ ၾကိဳးေလးေတြကို ေျဖ ေခါင္းေလွ်ာ္ေပးမယ္ဆိုျပီး ေရေတြနဲ့ေဆး ျပီးရင္ ဘီးဖီးေပးမယ္ဆိုျပီး ဘီးေတြဖီးထည့္လုိက္တာ အရုပ္မေလးေတြ ဆံပင္ေမႊးေတြကြ်တ္ကုန္တယ္ေလ ။ အဲဒီလုိနဲ့ပဲ တက္ကသိုလ္လည္း တက္ေရာ အကိုက ျပန္လက္စားေခ်တာလား မသိဘူး ။ ေတာင္ၾကီးမွာ ေက်ာင္းတက္ေနတုန္းက ဂြ်န္ေစာပံုေတြ့တာနဲ့ ၾကိဳက္တာနဲ့ ၀ယ္ထားပါတယ္ ။ ေက်ာင္းပိတ္လုိ့ အိမ္ျပန္ေတာ့ လည္း အခန္းထဲက အဲဒီပံုကို ခြာျပီး အိမ္က အိပ္ယာေဘးမွာ ကပ္ထားပါတယ္ ။ ဂြ်န္ေစာမ်က္ႏွာအရမ္းမုိက္ပါတယ္ဆိုမွ သူက အဲဒီပံုမွာ ေဘာပင္နဲ့ ႏႈတ္ခမ္းေမႊးေတြ မုတ္ဆိတ္ေမႊးေတြ ပန္းပြင့္ေလးမရွိတုန္း လာတပ္သြားတယ္ေလ ။ ႏွေျမာလုိက္တာ ေျပာမေနပါနဲ့ေတာ ့။ ကိုၾကီး လုပ္တာမွန္း တန္းသိတယ္ ။ အခ်င္းခ်င္ း သိ္ေနတယ္ေလ ။ ဟီးဟီး ။